Sex. I have a problem with it and would like to solve it.
I get seriously anxious every time I’m about to have sex for the first time with a new partner. Further times are great and awesome. But the first time leaves me very anxious; which makes me delay it as much as I can. This is not optimal.
I don’t know how to fix it, if anyone can help I’d be greatly grateful
--
I notice I’m confused: I always tried to keep a healthy life: sleeping many hours, no alcohol, no smoke. I’ve just been living 5 days in a different country with some friends. We sleep 7 hours at most, they are smoking all the time, I’ve drank once. We hardly eat: My face looks better, I feel better, I just look healthier. Also feel like that. Possible confounds: I live mostly alone, now I’m also hanging out with at least 3 people, usually closer to 10. I’m going out and dancing at least 4 hours every night. I’m talking to new people every night. I don’t know how I’d go about to test what caused this, but I’d like to know and keep that factor in my life. Any ideas?
Re: sex… is there anyone with whom you’re already having great awesome sex who would be willing to help out with some desensitization? For example, adding role-playing “our first time” to your repertoire? If not, how would you feel about hiring sex workers for this purpose?
Re: lifestyle… list the novel factors (dancing 4 hrs/night, spending time with people rather than alone, sleeping <7 hrs/night, diet changes, etc. etc. etc.). When you’re back home, identify the ones that are easy to introduce and experiment with introducing them, one at a time, for a week. If you don’t see a benefit, move on to the next one. If none of them work, try them all at once. If that doesn’t work, move on to the difficult-to-introduce ones and repeat the process.
Personally, I would guess that several hours of sustained exercise and a different diet are the primary factors, but that’s just a guess.
re: sex
Not at the moment, but in some 2 months that roleplaying stuff would be possible yes. I tried looking for some affect hacking on the website but didn’t find much practical advice unfortunately.
wrt to sex workers, no great moral objection, besides and initial emotional ugh, but I’m unsure on how helpful it could be.
re: lifestyle
this is somewhat what I had in mind, thank you.
Very much so yes. Potential big confounder: never been around so many beautiful & nice females (I’m a straight male).
But my moodflow varies between long lasting moods of feeling slightly good and slightly bad and for the days I’ve been here I get consistent “great” ratings—I feel awesome all the time.
The feeling happier part could explain looking and feeling healthier alone. I’m stepping into the realm of guesswork here, but I would say that being around others that you enjoy hanging out with could be the cause, or the increased exercise from dancing so much.
Also, explaining the cigarrettes and alcohol, although there are long term risks associated (especially for the cigarettes), that doesn’t mean they cause negative short term effects.
As for 7 hours of sleep tops, there’s evidence that around 7 hours might be best.
I will make the typical recommendation: cognitive behavioral therapy techniques. Try to notice your emotions and responses, and just sort them into helpful or not helpful. Studies also seem to show that this sort of thing works better when you’re talking with a professional.
The standard strategy seems to be to work up to sex very progressively, going a little further on each encounter, so there’s never any bright line to cross. Why is this failing for you?
Maybe because there is always a clear line? I go from meeting to kissing quite fast, and from kissing to being in my bedroom also quite fast, so there is no small progression, it’s meeting, kissing, then we end up at a sex-appropriate place and I go trough it, but I’m incredibly anxious.
By “quite fast” do we mean a few hours, or a few dates? If the latter: You are in fact allowed not to have sex on the first date, or the first time they’re in your bedroom. You can go as far as you’re comfortable with and no further—and know where you’ll stop in advance, so you’re not anxious beforehand, and then go a little further on subsequent dates.
Is your anxiety tied to specific acts, or to sex itself? Does it help if I point out that the boundaries of what counts as sex are very blurry, and do your anxieties change if you change what you think of as sex?
I understand that, but it somehow makes me feel bad to have them there and ready and that I’m the one that actually also wants to but somehow/for some reason can’t.
Just first-time sex as in intercourse. Well, in my mind sex = intercourse [as in penis in vagina], everything else is “fooling around”. [Not debating definitions, just saying how it feels to me].
I don’t know I need to test it, but that might be useful to try, to try to think of sex as being something else.
This worked out (n = 3). I explicitly say that it is unlikely intercourse will happen (to them and myself), and when it does it just feels natural, no bright line. Thank you, this was a big problem!
Sex. I have a problem with it and would like to solve it. I get seriously anxious every time I’m about to have sex for the first time with a new partner. Further times are great and awesome. But the first time leaves me very anxious; which makes me delay it as much as I can. This is not optimal. I don’t know how to fix it, if anyone can help I’d be greatly grateful
--
I notice I’m confused: I always tried to keep a healthy life: sleeping many hours, no alcohol, no smoke. I’ve just been living 5 days in a different country with some friends. We sleep 7 hours at most, they are smoking all the time, I’ve drank once. We hardly eat: My face looks better, I feel better, I just look healthier. Also feel like that. Possible confounds: I live mostly alone, now I’m also hanging out with at least 3 people, usually closer to 10. I’m going out and dancing at least 4 hours every night. I’m talking to new people every night. I don’t know how I’d go about to test what caused this, but I’d like to know and keep that factor in my life. Any ideas?
Re: sex… is there anyone with whom you’re already having great awesome sex who would be willing to help out with some desensitization? For example, adding role-playing “our first time” to your repertoire? If not, how would you feel about hiring sex workers for this purpose?
Re: lifestyle… list the novel factors (dancing 4 hrs/night, spending time with people rather than alone, sleeping <7 hrs/night, diet changes, etc. etc. etc.). When you’re back home, identify the ones that are easy to introduce and experiment with introducing them, one at a time, for a week. If you don’t see a benefit, move on to the next one. If none of them work, try them all at once. If that doesn’t work, move on to the difficult-to-introduce ones and repeat the process.
Personally, I would guess that several hours of sustained exercise and a different diet are the primary factors, but that’s just a guess.
re: sex Not at the moment, but in some 2 months that roleplaying stuff would be possible yes. I tried looking for some affect hacking on the website but didn’t find much practical advice unfortunately.
wrt to sex workers, no great moral objection, besides and initial emotional ugh, but I’m unsure on how helpful it could be.
re: lifestyle this is somewhat what I had in mind, thank you.
could be a sign of a mold infestation or other environmental thing where you normally live
how would I go about testing this?
Spend enough time in a third (and possibly a fourth) place to see whether your mood improves.
In re anxiety: have you tried tracking exactly what you think before first time sex?
will do and report back.
No, I never did try that, I feel it will be only very catastrophic thoughts; I will try to track it when the opportunity arises and update.
Are you significantly happier now than before?
Very much so yes. Potential big confounder: never been around so many beautiful & nice females (I’m a straight male).
But my moodflow varies between long lasting moods of feeling slightly good and slightly bad and for the days I’ve been here I get consistent “great” ratings—I feel awesome all the time.
The feeling happier part could explain looking and feeling healthier alone. I’m stepping into the realm of guesswork here, but I would say that being around others that you enjoy hanging out with could be the cause, or the increased exercise from dancing so much.
Also, explaining the cigarrettes and alcohol, although there are long term risks associated (especially for the cigarettes), that doesn’t mean they cause negative short term effects.
As for 7 hours of sleep tops, there’s evidence that around 7 hours might be best.
could be a sign of a mold infestation or other environmental thing where you normally live
Isolating and mass producing the happiness mold could be the best invention since penicilin. :D
I will make the typical recommendation: cognitive behavioral therapy techniques. Try to notice your emotions and responses, and just sort them into helpful or not helpful. Studies also seem to show that this sort of thing works better when you’re talking with a professional.
The standard strategy seems to be to work up to sex very progressively, going a little further on each encounter, so there’s never any bright line to cross. Why is this failing for you?
Maybe because there is always a clear line? I go from meeting to kissing quite fast, and from kissing to being in my bedroom also quite fast, so there is no small progression, it’s meeting, kissing, then we end up at a sex-appropriate place and I go trough it, but I’m incredibly anxious.
By “quite fast” do we mean a few hours, or a few dates? If the latter: You are in fact allowed not to have sex on the first date, or the first time they’re in your bedroom. You can go as far as you’re comfortable with and no further—and know where you’ll stop in advance, so you’re not anxious beforehand, and then go a little further on subsequent dates.
Is your anxiety tied to specific acts, or to sex itself? Does it help if I point out that the boundaries of what counts as sex are very blurry, and do your anxieties change if you change what you think of as sex?
3 meetings, wouldn’t call them dates.
I understand that, but it somehow makes me feel bad to have them there and ready and that I’m the one that actually also wants to but somehow/for some reason can’t.
Just first-time sex as in intercourse. Well, in my mind sex = intercourse [as in penis in vagina], everything else is “fooling around”. [Not debating definitions, just saying how it feels to me].
I don’t know I need to test it, but that might be useful to try, to try to think of sex as being something else.
Sounds like your problems could cancel out. If you decline intercourse but “fool around” a lot, they’re unlikely to be too unhappy about it.
This worked out (n = 3). I explicitly say that it is unlikely intercourse will happen (to them and myself), and when it does it just feels natural, no bright line. Thank you, this was a big problem!