subtly digging at startling for publishing your abhorrent comments.
Alright, since you are complaining about subtlety, I will be blunter; the point of that ‘digging’ was to say this: by publishing, startling is breaking decades-old IRC traditions and engaged in behavior flatout banned by Freenode rules—even as he quotes them at length for less clear violations—for very good reasons since real-time chat cannot and should not be held to the same high standards like, for example, LW posts or comments; publishing logs is tantamount to recording private conversations or emails and posting them online, which is a violation of their privacy that another IRCer was very upset by and why startling edited his comment. (In a more extreme example of why IRC logs are not public and have different standards than public comments, at least one IRCer has said he fears for his life if his IRC comments were to become known to his countrymen.)
It would also be nice to get an acknowledgement that the things you said aren’t just innocuous expressions of idiosyncratic preferences.
How exactly should someone bring to other LWers’ attention that there’s a hostile environment — where some folks can expect that they will be insulted about their bodies, and that such insults will be used as metaphors for random distaste or disliking — happening on IRC under the “Less Wrong” name, without quoting it? Be specific is considered a virtue hereabouts, and vagueness or imprecision a failing.
#lesswrong is not official, is not populated exclusively by LWers, is not frequently discussed here, and if you look on the wiki, you’ll see Eliezer specifically recommends against spending time in #lesswrong, so I think it’s questionable that it ought to involve LessWrong at all.
Who should it involve? Well, startling was quoting Freenode rules, so Freenode is the obvious party to involve....
Or he could’ve been clearer and not blindsided me. I had no idea startling was personally offended because none of his comments were anything out of the ordinary for that vein of mock offensive humor—I have made many mock ‘homophobic’ jokes to papermachine and papermachine sometimes responds back as mock offended, but I do not really think papermachine is offended & despises me as reactionary homophobic scum. (Those jokes are buried in the other 115,000 IRC lines I have written.)
Nor do I expect Alicorn to drop by #lesswrong and mention that papermachine has written a long comment about on LW that I should probably take a look at, which papermachine has not mentioned at all despite being active in IRC at the same time as me that night.
Or he could’ve been clearer and not blindsided me. I had no idea startling was personally offended because none of his comments were anything out of the ordinary for that vein of mock offensive humor
I suppose one difficulty with that kind of environment is that if someone actually tries to call someone else out for being insulting, it’s easy to miss the call-out or mistake it for a joke. In other conversational environments, if someone said “‘deceptive’ is a pretty terrible word to use for trans people” and “gwern, what a disgusting thing to say,” it might have sunk in that they were serious and you wouldn’t have later felt blindsided?
In other conversational environments, if someone said “‘deceptive’ is a pretty terrible word to use for trans people” and “gwern, what a disgusting thing to say,” it might have sunk in that they were serious and you wouldn’t have later felt blindsided?
Oh sure. For example: if someone says ‘what a horrible thing to say’ while simultaneously smiling, you would have to have Aspergers or something to not be certain that they were playing along; while if they furrowed their brow and frowned, it might be a good idea to immediately backtrack or alternately make the joke sufficiently outrageous that they’d realize that you couldn’t possibly believe that and were joking.
(Definitely one of the disadvantages of IRC, although in general I find it a very congenial environment.)
Sure. On the other hand, someone who’s used to being on the receiving end of hateful comments, and who’s used to not being taken seriously when they object to them, might pattern-match the same conversation onto that expectation.
It’s not uncommon for people to express derision or contempt honestly, then to back off by claiming to have been joking when someone calls them on it and they realize their contempt is not shared. Someone who’s used to being the target of that sort of thing may abandon attempts to “be clearer” sooner than you’d prefer, because what’s the point?
Simon: No, I didn’t mean — Kaylee: Yeah you did. You meant everything you just said. Simon: Well, no. Uh, actually I was being ironic, so in in in the strictest sense — Kaylee: You were being mean, is what. And if that’s what you think of this life, then you can’t think much of them that choose it, can you.
Typically when you want to break out of a language game, you use standard indicators like ‘no, seriously’ or going to personal messages (as I believe someone has already suggested that startling should’ve done) or anything like that. Like when you are roughhousing with your brother or sister and they say ‘that hurts’ and you continue since, well, you’re roughhousing, and then they say ‘no, seriously, that hurts!’ ‘Oh, whups!’
There are all sorts of things like that in ordinary social games; although taking things out of context and as literally as possible is a very LW thing to do, so I am not surprised that I am not getting a sympathetic hearing here (although it is enforcing on me an appreciation of Freenode’s Guidelines and Ivan’s new channel rule that logging or quoting is banworthy).
I really didn’t realize this whole thing was a thing—goes to show how little I’ve been paying to LW lately. Sorry to dig this up two weeks after the fact, but in the interest of being perfectly clear to any and all parties concerned or concerning themselves:
I have made many mock ‘homophobic’ jokes to papermachine and papermachine sometimes responds back as mock offended, but I do not really think papermachine is offended & despises me as reactionary homophobic scum.
This is also my understanding of those situations. Gwern (or anyone else on #lesswrong, for that matter) has never offended me in this context—though of course I cannot speak for all homosexuals everywhere, past or future, or in alternate universes.
For those of you who aren’t on irc, I realize now that publishing the logs unedited was the wrong thing to do. I’ve said so, apologized, removed things people have said on request, and am willing to do further. Past that, I don’t think it’s terribly relevant to this conversation.
I’ve already said as much.
Sorry, where? As far as I can tell, you’ve been steadfastly avoiding apologizing or even addressing things at all. All you’ve said to me is that you think my standard is too high.
Agreed that he shouldn’t have published the logs without seeking permission from any of the people involved. I do think it was legitimate (praiseworthy, even) for him to publish your comments without your permission. It is in the interest of this community that behavior of the sort you exhibited be curtailed. You did not respond well to his attempts to convey this to you on the IRC. Bringing this to the attention of the community at large, in the hope that the added pressure will have an impact, seems like an appropriate next step.
The violation of privacy is a concern, sure, but in this context it is outweighed by other factors. I mean the violation of your privacy, not the others involved. The violation of their privacy was unnecessary and an unmitigated bad thing, and startling should have been more careful about that, but your bringing that up in response to Alicorn’s comment just comes across as petty: “Yeah, but look at what he did!”.
I’ve already said as much.
Here’s what I was trying to say: If you genuinely recognized and cared about the negative impact beliefs like yours have had on the lives of trans people, then even if you could not control the fact that you have those beliefs you would refrain from airing them in any public forum, no matter how ephemeral, where there is a non-negligible chance they will be read by trans people or by cis people who know and love trans people. The utility boost you get from posting those comments, if any, is dwarfed by the expected harm. You not only expressed those beliefs, but when startling clearly indicated he found them offensive, you proceeded to double down on them.
I was hoping for an acknowledgment that this behavior was extremely ill-considered. The fact that you consider “I don’t do it that often and I only do it on IRC” an adequate defense indicates you haven’t really acknowledged (to yourself, even) the extent to which your comments differ from innocuous expressions of idiosyncratic preferences like, say, “Rationalists creep me out.” Perhaps you didn’t intend your comment to be a defense but it really reads that way to me.
ETA: You’re probably right that startling’s behavior is a clearer violation of Freenode rules than yours, but this is a pretty peripheral issue as far as I am concerned.
Here’s what I was trying to say: If you genuinely recognized and cared about the negative impact beliefs like yours have had on the lives of trans people, then even if you could not control the fact that you have those beliefs you would refrain from airing them in any public forum, no matter how ephemeral, where there is a non-negligible chance they will be read by trans people or by cis people who know and love trans people. The utility boost you get from posting those comments, if any, is dwarfed by the expected harm. You not only expressed those beliefs, but when startling clearly indicated he found them offensive, you proceeded to double down on them.
startling was not clear to me, but I have a more important problem with your comments and point of view:
I think you are quite wrong in your claims about utility and it is arrogant of you to presume to know what value I do or do not get out of IRC.
I am hard of hearing; no other medium lets me express myself as fluently or freely or easily or (let’s call a spade a spade) thoughtlessly as IRC. That is why I spend so much time there, because LW, email, forums, personal spoken interactions, telephones—all suck for me. My verbal jokes are unappreciated spoken; I am always a step behind in conversation, assuming I didn’t mishear someone; abstract discussions and subtle points go poorly; etc. And that’s if I even can find anyone to discuss these topics with, as I am nowhere near a LW meetup or a good university and live in the rural sticks.
On IRC, my fast reading skill means I am never a second behind everyone else and can talk faster and more clearly than anyone else; the people self-select for interesting conversation; quotes and references can be added; puns and written jokes go through without issue; and every problem mentioned above goes away. I’ve been on IRC ever since I learned of it as a kid, and as my previous statistics indicate, I talk a lot on IRC.
Nor am I the only IRCer who is hard of hearing—at least 2 other regulars in #lesswrong are hard of hearing too, and I believe those advantages are part of why they keep showing up too.
Putting a filter on myself destroys part of the value of IRC for me, in much the same way that people are complaining that LessWrong is over-moderated: filters and moderation always reduce ease & quantity, and increase fear & latency.
I cannot surgically excise the part of me that has issues with transexuals; I also cannot watch myself like a hawk 24⁄7 to catch that 0.001% or whatever of my comments that would offend anyone without destroying part of IRC’s value for me.
So when you get on your moral high horse and talk about what I should do if I ‘genuinely’ repent and this and that, all I can think is: you really don’t know what you’re so cavalierly asking of me. You’re asking me to damage the medium of most value in keeping me sane and reducing my social isolation, what keeps me going each day as I deal with the consequences of my handicaps and problems.
You’re right, I didn’t give sufficient consideration to the benefits you might get from IRC, and I’m sorry about that. I still think what you said about trans people (especially referring to them as “monstrous abortions”, even jocularly) is really bad, but if attempting to police that kind of language for yourself would seriously damage the value of IRC as a coping mechanism for you, then it is a more difficult situation than I imagined. Perhaps you could ask a trusted friend who’s also a regular on the channel to give you a heads up by PM if what you say gets a little too offensive? I don’t know… I do think you’re underestimating the extent to which comments of the sort you made are harmful. There are very few communities on the internet (or in real life, for that matter) that are even remotely welcoming to trans people, and I’d like LW to be one of them. But I’ve said my piece and I’m not going to push it. Sorry for getting too fighty. I should have appreciated that you feel a little blindsided and that piling on doesn’t help.
You’re right, I didn’t give sufficient consideration to the benefits you might get from IRC, and I’m sorry about that...I should have appreciated that you feel a little blindsided and the piling on doesn’t help.
It’s OK. There’s no reason you should’ve known I was hard of hearing or appreciate how much I get out of IRC, before I bared my heart.
Perhaps you could ask a trusted friend who’s also a regular on the channel to give you a heads up by PM if what you say gets a little too offensive?
That’s a good suggestion, but I can’t think of any. startling and Algo are the only 2 to express offense in the quoted conversations but I neither trust nor distrust them as guides.
This careful reconsideration of the subject, subsequent apology, and declaration of an intent to change your behavior are admirable—and a bit ironic, in this situation.
This seems like a red herring to me. Fine, IRC gives you the same kind of socialization opportunities that most people can get in meatspace, which you can’t get there, and so losing it would be particularly painful. But nobody is suggesting that you should lose it that I’ve seen; all you’re being asked to do is apply the same sorts of filters that people are expected to apply in any public social situation, or as pragmatist said, “any public forum”.
Can you say more about this process? I’m just wondering if there exists some relatively low-effort way to outright fix the discomfort; that seems like it would be the best solution all around.
I’m not really comfortable discussing since it’s a mix of holier-than-thou claiming (‘I’m less homophobic than thou, my reader’), anecdotage, and whatever, but since you asked...
I was fortunate enough to have a gay friend, and you know what, I’ll analogize it to when I went skydiving for the first time: as I sat there in the plane going up next to my tandem guy, I could feel my left thigh tensing up repeatedly and expressing my suppressed fear about jumping out of an airplane and falling thousands of feet through empty air, and I thought repeatedly to myself about how much I wanted to go skydiving and how this facility had never had a fatality and it was a beautiful day out and how the plane was full of people who were also going to jump out and how my tandem was a pro who jumped multiple times a day and probably didn’t want to die either so there was absolutely nothing to fear or be bothered by since I would definitely not die or be hurt significantly. And the jump itself was a crazy-awesome experience which totally vindicated my predictions and desire.
Hanging out with the friend and dealing with the small issue was like that, minus the crazy-awesome part, and spread out over much more time.
I am somewhat sympathetic to the idea that if you need active filtering not to say awful things then you should fix that or be socially punished for it. Think “white people trying very hard and very obviously not to look racist”.
I don’t think you said anything particularly horrible. You are clearly underinformed about transsexuality (e.g. your equal oppression assumption), and the less-than-nice things you said most likely stem from that. I will now alienate the social justice blogosphere by saying that you do not have a duty to drop everything else until you are adequately informed. I do believe that you should learn the 30-second version:
“Tranny” is, as Alicorn said, a (somewhat mild) slur. I’m not sure how much filtering it requires to stop using it, but I’d be surprised it it were an unreasonable demand.
Other slurs include “shemale” (extreme slur), “hermaphrodite”, and any pronoun or combination of pronouns other that those used by the person.
For your purposes, a trans woman is and has always been completely a woman from the moment of conception, and her life as a boy was due to parental error (ditto for men and non-binaries). Failure to completely alieve that is a faulty intuition on your part.
There are a lot of stereotypes about transpeople. You cannot be reasonably expected to never propagate them. It is considered good form to say “Whoops, sorry” when they’re pointed out to you.
Hey, is that a Japanese cross-sex-reincarnation compersion song? Awesome.
a trans woman is and has always been completely a woman from the moment of conception, and her life as a boy was due to parental error (ditto for men and non-binaries). Failure to completely alieve that is a faulty intuition on your part.
This seems to me like an empirical question open to serious doubt. I certainly agree that people should be referred to by their preferred pronouns, that failing to do so is considered extremely rude, and that this social norm still seems like a good idea after thinking about it carefully, such that we shouldn’t hesitate to shame people who willfully violate it. But to insist on editing our descriptions of the past in order to fit the categories people belong to now just seems inaccurate, unless it’s actually the case that gender identity is innate and immutable in almost all instances, and I just don’t think that’s true.
For example, I don’t think we actually know what the demand curve for sex changes looks like: there are at least some people who frequently or occasionally fantasize about being the other sex, or non-binary, but don’t want it desperately enough to actually do anything about it given the constraints of currently existing medical technology and social norms, but who might consider doing something were those constraints to change. (Just—don’t ask me how I know this, and I won’t tell you.) Telling a closeted transvestite that he’s actually in fact been a woman this entire time by virtue of what he’d like to be in a glorious transhumanist possible future just seems untrue, for the same reason it seems untrue to say that an accomplished physicist was always a physicist, even before they learned how to read.
Well obviously it is false as a matter of fact. Anyone who does the slightest bit of research about transition finds a zillion cis(-ish) people who question their gender for any person who commits to transitioning, gender fluidity, effects of socialization, and a mountain of doubts and steps backwards in every trans person but the most poster-childish. Anyone who digs a bit deeper will find heavy philosophizing and introspection about how there is no “deep down” for gender or any other identity, the social construction of gender, the weird hangups and questioning about each step of social or medical transition, the hard choices between ideal gender expression and social pressure that makes the notion of real identity meaningless, and a bunch of people who detransition and sometimes kill themselves.
But someone who does not want to the research, and would even prefer to stop thinking about the creepy stuff as quickly as possible, is going to need a simplistic caricature, preferably one that doesn’t take apart the concept of little neat gender boxes at all. A mainstream one is “A man decides he’d rather be a woman, and becomes one”. (Another is “A man decides he’d rather be a woman, but of course he can never be”.) gwern basically seems to use that one. It’s not a very good one—it casts trans people as inexplicably making a weird choice, it misrepresents pre-transition people even worse than mine, and in basically all instances it’s too focused on physical sex. “A woman is misclassified as a man, finds out and corrects it” is a more useful approximation. It encourages approximately the right behaviors (e.g. shutting the fuck up about birth names), and is closer to the motivation of transpeople than the “choice to change” one.
“A woman is misclassified as a man, finds out and corrects it” is a more useful approximation [...] and is closer to the motivation of transpeople than the “choice to change” one.
I understand that some people don’t model themselves as being sufficiently agentlike to admit that their major life choices were in fact choices; it’s certainly politically convenient to claim to have an immutable innate identity that everyone needs to respect. But other people who domodel themselves as agents—sometimes even genuinely dysphoric people who might partially understand a little bit of what you’re going through!---might have an interest in defending social norms that let them describe their model of reality in non-contrived ways, even if that occasionally hurts some people’s feelings. You can and should edit your body and social presentation if that’s what you want to do. You cannot edit other people’s models of reality, and people might push back if you try to shame them into doing so.
We have some idea, actually, insofar as the number of trans people who get GRS is much smaller than the number of total trans people (the procedures are quite costly, often not covered or completely covered by health care providers, seldom available without travelling long distances and rarely performed on patients less than 18 years of age, or with certain medical contraindications). The number of people who’ve actually had SRS serves as a very crude lower limit against which you can check other numbers and get some idea of prevalence.
For your purposes, a trans woman is and has always been completely a woman from the moment of conception, and her life as a boy was due to parental error (ditto for men and non-binaries). Failure to completely alieve that is a faulty intuition on your part.
I find this comment much more damaging than anything else I’ve seen on LW this month. Probably ever. It is one thing to create a tolerant environment. It is quite another to demand that people rewrite their aliefs. I do have purposes and I refuse to subjugate them to yours.
For your purposes, the glass floor on the Grand Canyon Skywalk is completely safe to walk on, and the appearance of imminent falling is due to your sensory system not completely understanding how glass works. Failure to completely alieve that is a faulty intuition on your part.
There would be no need for anyone to cry “subjugation to others’ purposes” if someone said that. The Grand Canyon Skywalk is safe to walk on; your aliefs aren’t going to cooperate; if you can edit them, it makes sense to do so, but at any rate you shouldn’t act like you believe that it’s unsafe, for example by forcibly preventing loved ones from walking on the glass floor.
No one has ever prefaced such a statement with “for your purposes.” There is a reason for that.
It actually occurs fairly often. A good reason to prefix such a statement with “for your purposes”, is to indicate that modelling a statement as true is effective for achieving your purposes, without getting into a more complex discussion of whether it actually is true or not.
For example, “for your purposes, the movement of objects is described by Newtonian physics”. The statement after “for your purposes” is ill-defined (what exactly does ‘described’ mean?) as an actual claim about the universe, but the sentence as a whole is a useful empirical and falsifiable statement, saying that you can assume Newtonian physics are accurate enough for whatever you’re currently doing.
As a second example, it might be true to say to an individual walker arriving at a bridge, “for your purposes, the bridge is safe to walk over”, while for the purposes of a parade organiser, they cannot simply model the bridge as safe to walk over, but may need to consider weight tolerances and think in terms of more precise statements about what the bridge can support.
For your purposes as a human being in a typical situation who doesn’t want to signal negative things about and to any and all transgender people, you should behave in line with gender identity as innate. It is a reasonable piece of advice relating to social etiquette in this area.
It isn’t necessary to get into demonstrating the probable truth of this (including breaking down the definition of ‘innate’) to give this advice and the original quote decided to avoid starting that argument, which seems like a reasonable call.
Statements like this do make some assumptions about what your purposes are- in the bridge example I gave, the speaker is assuming the walker is not a parade organiser considering leading a parade over the bridge. Such assumptions and guesses about the audience’s purposes are unavoidable when giving advice, though, and this particular one seems quite reasonable. In no case do these assumptions “subjugate” you to make them correct.
What I’m trying to do is to say that (with the “for your purposes”) to the tourist, then turn to the engineer and say “And for your purposes, the glass floor is ridiculously unsafe and brittle, and possibly actively malicious, and your job is to prevent it from killing people”. See my reply to Zack.
I find this comment much more damaging than anything else I’ve seen on LW this month. Probably ever. It is one thing to create a tolerant environment. It is quite another to demand that people rewrite their aliefs. I do have purposes and I refuse to subjugate them to yours.
On a blog dedicated to refining the art of human rationality, where it is a widely-shared normative belief that human aliefs are frequently irrational to the detriment of the person holding them and moreover to net negative effect on the things we value in the world...telling someone that an alief which leads to repeated, harmful behavior and an inability to socially interact with some meaningful percentage of other members of the site (coupled with a high probability of incidentally causing them harm or stress indirectly as a result of that alief’s influence on their actions) is mistaken, is more damaging than anything else you’ve seen here lately?
I’ll keep those terminological points in mind. Shortness and brevity is a virtue for a word, but ‘trans’ is shorter than ‘trannie’ or ‘tranny’ so that would work while apparently not being offensive.
Hey, is that a Japanese cross-sex-reincarnation compersion song? Awesome.
Well, that video is something alright… Vocaloid is actually a bit relevant to discussions of moderation/censorship—because there’s essentially no filter on the music/video host NND and making Vocaloid songs or videos is open to anyone who wants to, you get plenty of poor quality or offensive videos (sexism, homosexual stereotyping, ethnocentrism) but you also get all sorts of bafflingly idiosyncratic or strange or unique gems. (To give a memorable example, a few days ago I was watching a pair of BDSM-themed songs pairing Miku as top and Luka as bottom, each song giving one’s perspective, with the usual cute drawings and short animation. Not one’s usual fare.)
I don’t think you said anything particularly horrible.
Quoth Gwern:
yeah, one is a monstrous abortion pretending to be
its opposite and deluding the eye thanks to the latest scientific
techniques, and the other is a weird fruit
How is that anything other than premeditated and malicious, deliberate bigotry? Gwern’s said he knows he has issues with trans people, so the idea that he just didn’t get the connotations here or how it would sound to someone who doesn’t share his feelings doesn’t apply. And he said it in a public venue without even bothering to feel his audience out, again, apparently in the knowledge that he has specific issues with the group in question, which means he was pretty confident that it was safe to do (and judging by the degree to which he’s managed to shift focus onto starling’s publishing of IRC logs and otherwise dodge the actual issue, he seems to have been right).
If that’s not horrible (in an everyday, pedestrian sort of way—the kind of horrible that doesn’t even vaguely imply par with $MindkillingHistoricalFigure but does imply the person shouldn’t exactly be surprised that other people think they’re a bit of a shithead), then what is?
There’s something… dissonant… about putting gwern on trial and deliberating on whether he’s guilty of second-degree shitheadedness. It doesn’t sound like the right question to ask; gwern has explained how the inside of his head works, and I’ve given advice for not acting like a dick taking his explanations into account. I don’t see the point of determining which mean names he should be called, even for the purpose of social punishment.
I’m confused by the ethics of inner prejudice. I would certainly prefer gwern not to need to control himself to be decent to transpeople, and barring that I would prefer him to control himself 24⁄7 without going wonky in the head. But since that is not to be, what are we supposed to do? Boycott his statistical analysis of Harry Potter fanfic?
There’s something… dissonant… about putting gwern on trial and deliberating on whether he’s guilty of second-degree shitheadedness
That’d be another point missed. I am not interested in a ritual condemnation of gwern, or advocating for it (or chastising you for failing to advocate for it). I am a bit confused at what exactly your standards are, such that the behavior described (do you feel my description is inaccurate?) doesn’t get to be fairly described in such terms.
It doesn’t sound like the right question to ask;
Then why did you ask it, and answer in the negative, by stating Gwern hadn’t done anything horrible? Isn’t that intrinsically subjective? Why the need to defend the behavior as something no reasonable person could take issue with? That’s what I’m getting at here.
But since that is not to be, what are we supposed to do?
Not go out of your way to absolve him of it either? This isn’t like, a ravening mob with pitchforks and torches calling for Gwern’s blood. Your options are not limited to a choice between offering sanctuary and tossing him to the wolves, and it’s kind of scary that you appear to view it that way.
Alright, since you are complaining about subtlety, I will be blunter; the point of that ‘digging’ was to say this: by publishing, startling is breaking decades-old IRC traditions and engaged in behavior flatout banned by Freenode rules—even as he quotes them at length for less clear violations—for very good reasons since real-time chat cannot and should not be held to the same high standards like, for example, LW posts or comments; publishing logs is tantamount to recording private conversations or emails and posting them online, which is a violation of their privacy that another IRCer was very upset by and why startling edited his comment. (In a more extreme example of why IRC logs are not public and have different standards than public comments, at least one IRCer has said he fears for his life if his IRC comments were to become known to his countrymen.)
I’ve already said as much.
How exactly should someone bring to other LWers’ attention that there’s a hostile environment — where some folks can expect that they will be insulted about their bodies, and that such insults will be used as metaphors for random distaste or disliking — happening on IRC under the “Less Wrong” name, without quoting it? Be specific is considered a virtue hereabouts, and vagueness or imprecision a failing.
#lesswrong is not official, is not populated exclusively by LWers, is not frequently discussed here, and if you look on the wiki, you’ll see Eliezer specifically recommends against spending time in #lesswrong, so I think it’s questionable that it ought to involve LessWrong at all.
Who should it involve? Well, startling was quoting Freenode rules, so Freenode is the obvious party to involve....
Or he could’ve been clearer and not blindsided me. I had no idea startling was personally offended because none of his comments were anything out of the ordinary for that vein of mock offensive humor—I have made many mock ‘homophobic’ jokes to papermachine and papermachine sometimes responds back as mock offended, but I do not really think papermachine is offended & despises me as reactionary homophobic scum. (Those jokes are buried in the other 115,000 IRC lines I have written.)
Nor do I expect Alicorn to drop by #lesswrong and mention that papermachine has written a long comment about on LW that I should probably take a look at, which papermachine has not mentioned at all despite being active in IRC at the same time as me that night.
I suppose one difficulty with that kind of environment is that if someone actually tries to call someone else out for being insulting, it’s easy to miss the call-out or mistake it for a joke. In other conversational environments, if someone said “‘deceptive’ is a pretty terrible word to use for trans people” and “gwern, what a disgusting thing to say,” it might have sunk in that they were serious and you wouldn’t have later felt blindsided?
Oh sure. For example: if someone says ‘what a horrible thing to say’ while simultaneously smiling, you would have to have Aspergers or something to not be certain that they were playing along; while if they furrowed their brow and frowned, it might be a good idea to immediately backtrack or alternately make the joke sufficiently outrageous that they’d realize that you couldn’t possibly believe that and were joking.
(Definitely one of the disadvantages of IRC, although in general I find it a very congenial environment.)
Sure. On the other hand, someone who’s used to being on the receiving end of hateful comments, and who’s used to not being taken seriously when they object to them, might pattern-match the same conversation onto that expectation.
It’s not uncommon for people to express derision or contempt honestly, then to back off by claiming to have been joking when someone calls them on it and they realize their contempt is not shared. Someone who’s used to being the target of that sort of thing may abandon attempts to “be clearer” sooner than you’d prefer, because what’s the point?
Simon: No, I didn’t mean —
Kaylee: Yeah you did. You meant everything you just said.
Simon: Well, no. Uh, actually I was being ironic, so in in in the strictest sense —
Kaylee: You were being mean, is what. And if that’s what you think of this life, then you can’t think much of them that choose it, can you.
Huh, that’s what emoticons are for.
Seriously? You think it’s plausible to interpret
and
as humorous mock offended responses? How much clearer do you want him to be?
Typically when you want to break out of a language game, you use standard indicators like ‘no, seriously’ or going to personal messages (as I believe someone has already suggested that startling should’ve done) or anything like that. Like when you are roughhousing with your brother or sister and they say ‘that hurts’ and you continue since, well, you’re roughhousing, and then they say ‘no, seriously, that hurts!’ ‘Oh, whups!’
There are all sorts of things like that in ordinary social games; although taking things out of context and as literally as possible is a very LW thing to do, so I am not surprised that I am not getting a sympathetic hearing here (although it is enforcing on me an appreciation of Freenode’s Guidelines and Ivan’s new channel rule that logging or quoting is banworthy).
I really didn’t realize this whole thing was a thing—goes to show how little I’ve been paying to LW lately. Sorry to dig this up two weeks after the fact, but in the interest of being perfectly clear to any and all parties concerned or concerning themselves:
This is also my understanding of those situations. Gwern (or anyone else on #lesswrong, for that matter) has never offended me in this context—though of course I cannot speak for all homosexuals everywhere, past or future, or in alternate universes.
For those of you who aren’t on irc, I realize now that publishing the logs unedited was the wrong thing to do. I’ve said so, apologized, removed things people have said on request, and am willing to do further. Past that, I don’t think it’s terribly relevant to this conversation.
Sorry, where? As far as I can tell, you’ve been steadfastly avoiding apologizing or even addressing things at all. All you’ve said to me is that you think my standard is too high.
Agreed that he shouldn’t have published the logs without seeking permission from any of the people involved. I do think it was legitimate (praiseworthy, even) for him to publish your comments without your permission. It is in the interest of this community that behavior of the sort you exhibited be curtailed. You did not respond well to his attempts to convey this to you on the IRC. Bringing this to the attention of the community at large, in the hope that the added pressure will have an impact, seems like an appropriate next step.
The violation of privacy is a concern, sure, but in this context it is outweighed by other factors. I mean the violation of your privacy, not the others involved. The violation of their privacy was unnecessary and an unmitigated bad thing, and startling should have been more careful about that, but your bringing that up in response to Alicorn’s comment just comes across as petty: “Yeah, but look at what he did!”.
Here’s what I was trying to say: If you genuinely recognized and cared about the negative impact beliefs like yours have had on the lives of trans people, then even if you could not control the fact that you have those beliefs you would refrain from airing them in any public forum, no matter how ephemeral, where there is a non-negligible chance they will be read by trans people or by cis people who know and love trans people. The utility boost you get from posting those comments, if any, is dwarfed by the expected harm. You not only expressed those beliefs, but when startling clearly indicated he found them offensive, you proceeded to double down on them.
I was hoping for an acknowledgment that this behavior was extremely ill-considered. The fact that you consider “I don’t do it that often and I only do it on IRC” an adequate defense indicates you haven’t really acknowledged (to yourself, even) the extent to which your comments differ from innocuous expressions of idiosyncratic preferences like, say, “Rationalists creep me out.” Perhaps you didn’t intend your comment to be a defense but it really reads that way to me.
ETA: You’re probably right that startling’s behavior is a clearer violation of Freenode rules than yours, but this is a pretty peripheral issue as far as I am concerned.
startling was not clear to me, but I have a more important problem with your comments and point of view:
I think you are quite wrong in your claims about utility and it is arrogant of you to presume to know what value I do or do not get out of IRC.
I am hard of hearing; no other medium lets me express myself as fluently or freely or easily or (let’s call a spade a spade) thoughtlessly as IRC. That is why I spend so much time there, because LW, email, forums, personal spoken interactions, telephones—all suck for me. My verbal jokes are unappreciated spoken; I am always a step behind in conversation, assuming I didn’t mishear someone; abstract discussions and subtle points go poorly; etc. And that’s if I even can find anyone to discuss these topics with, as I am nowhere near a LW meetup or a good university and live in the rural sticks.
On IRC, my fast reading skill means I am never a second behind everyone else and can talk faster and more clearly than anyone else; the people self-select for interesting conversation; quotes and references can be added; puns and written jokes go through without issue; and every problem mentioned above goes away. I’ve been on IRC ever since I learned of it as a kid, and as my previous statistics indicate, I talk a lot on IRC.
Nor am I the only IRCer who is hard of hearing—at least 2 other regulars in #lesswrong are hard of hearing too, and I believe those advantages are part of why they keep showing up too.
Putting a filter on myself destroys part of the value of IRC for me, in much the same way that people are complaining that LessWrong is over-moderated: filters and moderation always reduce ease & quantity, and increase fear & latency.
I cannot surgically excise the part of me that has issues with transexuals; I also cannot watch myself like a hawk 24⁄7 to catch that 0.001% or whatever of my comments that would offend anyone without destroying part of IRC’s value for me.
So when you get on your moral high horse and talk about what I should do if I ‘genuinely’ repent and this and that, all I can think is: you really don’t know what you’re so cavalierly asking of me. You’re asking me to damage the medium of most value in keeping me sane and reducing my social isolation, what keeps me going each day as I deal with the consequences of my handicaps and problems.
You’re right, I didn’t give sufficient consideration to the benefits you might get from IRC, and I’m sorry about that. I still think what you said about trans people (especially referring to them as “monstrous abortions”, even jocularly) is really bad, but if attempting to police that kind of language for yourself would seriously damage the value of IRC as a coping mechanism for you, then it is a more difficult situation than I imagined. Perhaps you could ask a trusted friend who’s also a regular on the channel to give you a heads up by PM if what you say gets a little too offensive? I don’t know… I do think you’re underestimating the extent to which comments of the sort you made are harmful. There are very few communities on the internet (or in real life, for that matter) that are even remotely welcoming to trans people, and I’d like LW to be one of them. But I’ve said my piece and I’m not going to push it. Sorry for getting too fighty. I should have appreciated that you feel a little blindsided and that piling on doesn’t help.
It’s OK. There’s no reason you should’ve known I was hard of hearing or appreciate how much I get out of IRC, before I bared my heart.
That’s a good suggestion, but I can’t think of any. startling and Algo are the only 2 to express offense in the quoted conversations but I neither trust nor distrust them as guides.
This careful reconsideration of the subject, subsequent apology, and declaration of an intent to change your behavior are admirable—and a bit ironic, in this situation.
This seems like a red herring to me. Fine, IRC gives you the same kind of socialization opportunities that most people can get in meatspace, which you can’t get there, and so losing it would be particularly painful. But nobody is suggesting that you should lose it that I’ve seen; all you’re being asked to do is apply the same sorts of filters that people are expected to apply in any public social situation, or as pragmatist said, “any public forum”.
In all sincerity: How hard have you tried?
About as hard as dealing with homosexuals; but that one worked much better.
Can you say more about this process? I’m just wondering if there exists some relatively low-effort way to outright fix the discomfort; that seems like it would be the best solution all around.
I’m not really comfortable discussing since it’s a mix of holier-than-thou claiming (‘I’m less homophobic than thou, my reader’), anecdotage, and whatever, but since you asked...
I was fortunate enough to have a gay friend, and you know what, I’ll analogize it to when I went skydiving for the first time: as I sat there in the plane going up next to my tandem guy, I could feel my left thigh tensing up repeatedly and expressing my suppressed fear about jumping out of an airplane and falling thousands of feet through empty air, and I thought repeatedly to myself about how much I wanted to go skydiving and how this facility had never had a fatality and it was a beautiful day out and how the plane was full of people who were also going to jump out and how my tandem was a pro who jumped multiple times a day and probably didn’t want to die either so there was absolutely nothing to fear or be bothered by since I would definitely not die or be hurt significantly. And the jump itself was a crazy-awesome experience which totally vindicated my predictions and desire.
Hanging out with the friend and dealing with the small issue was like that, minus the crazy-awesome part, and spread out over much more time.
Shouldn’t you be looking for a trans friend, then?
I am somewhat sympathetic to the idea that if you need active filtering not to say awful things then you should fix that or be socially punished for it. Think “white people trying very hard and very obviously not to look racist”.
I don’t think you said anything particularly horrible. You are clearly underinformed about transsexuality (e.g. your equal oppression assumption), and the less-than-nice things you said most likely stem from that. I will now alienate the social justice blogosphere by saying that you do not have a duty to drop everything else until you are adequately informed. I do believe that you should learn the 30-second version:
“Tranny” is, as Alicorn said, a (somewhat mild) slur. I’m not sure how much filtering it requires to stop using it, but I’d be surprised it it were an unreasonable demand.
Other slurs include “shemale” (extreme slur), “hermaphrodite”, and any pronoun or combination of pronouns other that those used by the person.
For your purposes, a trans woman is and has always been completely a woman from the moment of conception, and her life as a boy was due to parental error (ditto for men and non-binaries). Failure to completely alieve that is a faulty intuition on your part.
There are a lot of stereotypes about transpeople. You cannot be reasonably expected to never propagate them. It is considered good form to say “Whoops, sorry” when they’re pointed out to you.
Hey, is that a Japanese cross-sex-reincarnation compersion song? Awesome.
This seems to me like an empirical question open to serious doubt. I certainly agree that people should be referred to by their preferred pronouns, that failing to do so is considered extremely rude, and that this social norm still seems like a good idea after thinking about it carefully, such that we shouldn’t hesitate to shame people who willfully violate it. But to insist on editing our descriptions of the past in order to fit the categories people belong to now just seems inaccurate, unless it’s actually the case that gender identity is innate and immutable in almost all instances, and I just don’t think that’s true.
For example, I don’t think we actually know what the demand curve for sex changes looks like: there are at least some people who frequently or occasionally fantasize about being the other sex, or non-binary, but don’t want it desperately enough to actually do anything about it given the constraints of currently existing medical technology and social norms, but who might consider doing something were those constraints to change. (Just—don’t ask me how I know this, and I won’t tell you.) Telling a closeted transvestite that he’s actually in fact been a woman this entire time by virtue of what he’d like to be in a glorious transhumanist possible future just seems untrue, for the same reason it seems untrue to say that an accomplished physicist was always a physicist, even before they learned how to read.
Well obviously it is false as a matter of fact. Anyone who does the slightest bit of research about transition finds a zillion cis(-ish) people who question their gender for any person who commits to transitioning, gender fluidity, effects of socialization, and a mountain of doubts and steps backwards in every trans person but the most poster-childish. Anyone who digs a bit deeper will find heavy philosophizing and introspection about how there is no “deep down” for gender or any other identity, the social construction of gender, the weird hangups and questioning about each step of social or medical transition, the hard choices between ideal gender expression and social pressure that makes the notion of real identity meaningless, and a bunch of people who detransition and sometimes kill themselves.
But someone who does not want to the research, and would even prefer to stop thinking about the creepy stuff as quickly as possible, is going to need a simplistic caricature, preferably one that doesn’t take apart the concept of little neat gender boxes at all. A mainstream one is “A man decides he’d rather be a woman, and becomes one”. (Another is “A man decides he’d rather be a woman, but of course he can never be”.) gwern basically seems to use that one. It’s not a very good one—it casts trans people as inexplicably making a weird choice, it misrepresents pre-transition people even worse than mine, and in basically all instances it’s too focused on physical sex. “A woman is misclassified as a man, finds out and corrects it” is a more useful approximation. It encourages approximately the right behaviors (e.g. shutting the fuck up about birth names), and is closer to the motivation of transpeople than the “choice to change” one.
I understand that some people don’t model themselves as being sufficiently agentlike to admit that their major life choices were in fact choices; it’s certainly politically convenient to claim to have an immutable innate identity that everyone needs to respect. But other people who do model themselves as agents—sometimes even genuinely dysphoric people who might partially understand a little bit of what you’re going through!---might have an interest in defending social norms that let them describe their model of reality in non-contrived ways, even if that occasionally hurts some people’s feelings. You can and should edit your body and social presentation if that’s what you want to do. You cannot edit other people’s models of reality, and people might push back if you try to shame them into doing so.
We have some idea, actually, insofar as the number of trans people who get GRS is much smaller than the number of total trans people (the procedures are quite costly, often not covered or completely covered by health care providers, seldom available without travelling long distances and rarely performed on patients less than 18 years of age, or with certain medical contraindications). The number of people who’ve actually had SRS serves as a very crude lower limit against which you can check other numbers and get some idea of prevalence.
I find this comment much more damaging than anything else I’ve seen on LW this month. Probably ever. It is one thing to create a tolerant environment. It is quite another to demand that people rewrite their aliefs. I do have purposes and I refuse to subjugate them to yours.
This defensiveness is uncalled for. Compare:
There would be no need for anyone to cry “subjugation to others’ purposes” if someone said that. The Grand Canyon Skywalk is safe to walk on; your aliefs aren’t going to cooperate; if you can edit them, it makes sense to do so, but at any rate you shouldn’t act like you believe that it’s unsafe, for example by forcibly preventing loved ones from walking on the glass floor.
No one has ever prefaced such a statement with “for your purposes.” There is a reason for that.
It actually occurs fairly often. A good reason to prefix such a statement with “for your purposes”, is to indicate that modelling a statement as true is effective for achieving your purposes, without getting into a more complex discussion of whether it actually is true or not.
For example, “for your purposes, the movement of objects is described by Newtonian physics”. The statement after “for your purposes” is ill-defined (what exactly does ‘described’ mean?) as an actual claim about the universe, but the sentence as a whole is a useful empirical and falsifiable statement, saying that you can assume Newtonian physics are accurate enough for whatever you’re currently doing.
As a second example, it might be true to say to an individual walker arriving at a bridge, “for your purposes, the bridge is safe to walk over”, while for the purposes of a parade organiser, they cannot simply model the bridge as safe to walk over, but may need to consider weight tolerances and think in terms of more precise statements about what the bridge can support.
For your purposes as a human being in a typical situation who doesn’t want to signal negative things about and to any and all transgender people, you should behave in line with gender identity as innate. It is a reasonable piece of advice relating to social etiquette in this area.
It isn’t necessary to get into demonstrating the probable truth of this (including breaking down the definition of ‘innate’) to give this advice and the original quote decided to avoid starting that argument, which seems like a reasonable call.
Statements like this do make some assumptions about what your purposes are- in the bridge example I gave, the speaker is assuming the walker is not a parade organiser considering leading a parade over the bridge. Such assumptions and guesses about the audience’s purposes are unavoidable when giving advice, though, and this particular one seems quite reasonable. In no case do these assumptions “subjugate” you to make them correct.
What I’m trying to do is to say that (with the “for your purposes”) to the tourist, then turn to the engineer and say “And for your purposes, the glass floor is ridiculously unsafe and brittle, and possibly actively malicious, and your job is to prevent it from killing people”. See my reply to Zack.
On a blog dedicated to refining the art of human rationality, where it is a widely-shared normative belief that human aliefs are frequently irrational to the detriment of the person holding them and moreover to net negative effect on the things we value in the world...telling someone that an alief which leads to repeated, harmful behavior and an inability to socially interact with some meaningful percentage of other members of the site (coupled with a high probability of incidentally causing them harm or stress indirectly as a result of that alief’s influence on their actions) is mistaken, is more damaging than anything else you’ve seen here lately?
Really?
Really??
I’ll keep those terminological points in mind. Shortness and brevity is a virtue for a word, but ‘trans’ is shorter than ‘trannie’ or ‘tranny’ so that would work while apparently not being offensive.
Well, that video is something alright… Vocaloid is actually a bit relevant to discussions of moderation/censorship—because there’s essentially no filter on the music/video host NND and making Vocaloid songs or videos is open to anyone who wants to, you get plenty of poor quality or offensive videos (sexism, homosexual stereotyping, ethnocentrism) but you also get all sorts of bafflingly idiosyncratic or strange or unique gems. (To give a memorable example, a few days ago I was watching a pair of BDSM-themed songs pairing Miku as top and Luka as bottom, each song giving one’s perspective, with the usual cute drawings and short animation. Not one’s usual fare.)
Quoth Gwern:
How is that anything other than premeditated and malicious, deliberate bigotry? Gwern’s said he knows he has issues with trans people, so the idea that he just didn’t get the connotations here or how it would sound to someone who doesn’t share his feelings doesn’t apply. And he said it in a public venue without even bothering to feel his audience out, again, apparently in the knowledge that he has specific issues with the group in question, which means he was pretty confident that it was safe to do (and judging by the degree to which he’s managed to shift focus onto starling’s publishing of IRC logs and otherwise dodge the actual issue, he seems to have been right).
If that’s not horrible (in an everyday, pedestrian sort of way—the kind of horrible that doesn’t even vaguely imply par with $MindkillingHistoricalFigure but does imply the person shouldn’t exactly be surprised that other people think they’re a bit of a shithead), then what is?
Well, I am a weird fruit.
There’s something… dissonant… about putting gwern on trial and deliberating on whether he’s guilty of second-degree shitheadedness. It doesn’t sound like the right question to ask; gwern has explained how the inside of his head works, and I’ve given advice for not acting like a dick taking his explanations into account. I don’t see the point of determining which mean names he should be called, even for the purpose of social punishment.
I’m confused by the ethics of inner prejudice. I would certainly prefer gwern not to need to control himself to be decent to transpeople, and barring that I would prefer him to control himself 24⁄7 without going wonky in the head. But since that is not to be, what are we supposed to do? Boycott his statistical analysis of Harry Potter fanfic?
That’d be another point missed. I am not interested in a ritual condemnation of gwern, or advocating for it (or chastising you for failing to advocate for it). I am a bit confused at what exactly your standards are, such that the behavior described (do you feel my description is inaccurate?) doesn’t get to be fairly described in such terms.
Then why did you ask it, and answer in the negative, by stating Gwern hadn’t done anything horrible? Isn’t that intrinsically subjective? Why the need to defend the behavior as something no reasonable person could take issue with? That’s what I’m getting at here.
Not go out of your way to absolve him of it either? This isn’t like, a ravening mob with pitchforks and torches calling for Gwern’s blood. Your options are not limited to a choice between offering sanctuary and tossing him to the wolves, and it’s kind of scary that you appear to view it that way.