Hi, I’ve pre-ordered it on the UK Amazon, I hope that works for you. Let me know if I should do something different.
I have a number of reasonably well-respected friends in the University of Cambridge and its associated tech-sphere, I can try to get some of them to give endorsements if you think that will help and can send me a pdf.
This is a great story Miranda. Well written. It catches something.
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Honestly it’s not that bad. When I was born they told me I would live forty years or so, and then decay into uselessness and ugliness and die; and back then there was also the ever present possibility of getting evaporated in a nuclear armageddon that nobody wanted but that seemed fairly likely to happen at some point.
Even back in the 1970s the whole situation was clearly horribly unstable and not going to go well long-term. We never had much of a chance, or any more agency than yeast in a barrel have. A different race might have done better, but we are not that race. I’m not at all sure I would have wanted to live in the sort of world that might have survived.
I’ve had my forty years and then some, and they were great. I’ve already seen some of my friends and lovers die, and the next bit doesn’t look like it would have been much fun anyway, and just because there was a point in the middle where I thought I might be able to watch the Milky Way go out doesn’t mean it wasn’t mostly a good life.
I am sorry for the suffering I caused, but that is my only regret. I hope that on balance my life improved the lives of those around me, people and animals both.
If we all go together then we don’t have to watch our loved ones die. We have lived in interesting times, were awake in a way that very few have ever been awake, and we got a better deal than almost everyone who has ever lived.
Enjoy the last bit. We don’t have very long. Make sure you use it wisely. Do have children if you want. You do them no harm. Very few people regret that they were alive, however briefly.
Moriturus te saluto!