Good day I’m a fifteen year-old high school student, Junior, and ended up finding this through the Harry Potter & MOR story, which I thought would be a lot less common to people. Generally I think I’m not that rational of a person, I operate mostly on reaction and violence, and instinctively think of things like ‘messages’ and such when I have some bad luck; but, I’ve also found some altruistic passion in me, and I’ve done all of this self observation which seems contradictory, but I think that’s all a rationalization to make me a better person. I also have some odd moods, which split between talking like this, when usually I can’t like this at all.
I’d say something about my age group but I can’t think of anything that doesn’t sound like hypocrisy, so I think I’ll cut this off here.
Aaaugh, just looking at this giant block of text makes me feel like an idiot.
I’ve also been told that trauma for the stomach can effect the emotional state, and I can personally attest to feeling distressed, then eating a good sized meal and feeling better afterwords; Also connecting with fast food and eating disorders.
But this could also be an old wives tale, and I’m suffering from a placebo effect.