Good day
I’m a fifteen year-old high school student, Junior, and ended up finding this through the Harry Potter & MOR story, which I thought would be a lot less common to people. Generally I think I’m not that rational of a person, I operate mostly on reaction and violence, and instinctively think of things like ‘messages’ and such when I have some bad luck; but, I’ve also found some altruistic passion in me, and I’ve done all of this self observation which seems contradictory, but I think that’s all a rationalization to make me a better person. I also have some odd moods, which split between talking like this, when usually I can’t like this at all.
I’d say something about my age group but I can’t think of anything that doesn’t sound like hypocrisy, so I think I’ll cut this off here.
Aaaugh, just looking at this giant block of text makes me feel like an idiot.
Don’t be so hard on yourself. Or, more precisely: don’t be hard on yourself in that way. Bitter self-criticism could lead to helpful reforms and improved habits, but it could also lead to despair and cynicism. If you feel that you need to be criticized, post some thoughts and let other LWers do it.
Good day I’m a fifteen year-old high school student, Junior, and ended up finding this through the Harry Potter & MOR story, which I thought would be a lot less common to people. Generally I think I’m not that rational of a person, I operate mostly on reaction and violence, and instinctively think of things like ‘messages’ and such when I have some bad luck; but, I’ve also found some altruistic passion in me, and I’ve done all of this self observation which seems contradictory, but I think that’s all a rationalization to make me a better person. I also have some odd moods, which split between talking like this, when usually I can’t like this at all.
I’d say something about my age group but I can’t think of anything that doesn’t sound like hypocrisy, so I think I’ll cut this off here.
Aaaugh, just looking at this giant block of text makes me feel like an idiot.
Don’t be so hard on yourself. Or, more precisely: don’t be hard on yourself in that way. Bitter self-criticism could lead to helpful reforms and improved habits, but it could also lead to despair and cynicism. If you feel that you need to be criticized, post some thoughts and let other LWers do it.
I think pretty much everyone feels this way writing comments that strangers will be reading.
Good job with the self analysis. Welcome! :)