It sounds like you’re living in a toxic environment which is making you sick. Does that fit your experience (is your history of illness—migraines, etc. - concentrated in the time when you’ve been living in your current apartment)? So find a new place to live. And be careful what you bring—you don’t want to bring the toxic stuff with you.
As a trial run, you could try staying someplace else for a week or so to see if you feel better. Bring as little with you as possible (even the clothes you wear should be new/borrowed), and don’t go back to your apartment at all during that time.
I am planning to move in about a year’s time, to live with my girlfriend who I’m engaged to and live together. I cannot move sooner because to move in with her, I need to apply for a partner visa, and then wait for it to be processed. It is theoretically possible to move somewhere else, in the interim, but it’s only a year, and I don’t think I have the energy to move right now. Also, I really like my landlady. She’s the kindest person I know. My previous apartments were much worse. At the last one, I was attacked and then stalked by a neighbour and the landlady talked to me about the commandment not to commit adultery (neither of I nor the neighbour are married.) Before that things were kinda okay for five months, then the landlady had “new ideas for the apartment” and I had to move into the first place I found. Before that I was living with an aunt would say to me without warning “we’re going somewhere in an hour. wash [explicit list of body parts including private ones] but dont wash your hair or [random list of body parts].” and never mind if I already had plans (like a class to go to or something). There was more insanity that that, this is just an example. And before that there was a mother who was worse than the aunt. And before that there were two parents, which was the worst of all.
Here, the neighbours say hello in the stairwell and that’s it. No one bothers me. I’m not afraid to leave the apartment. My landlady is understanding. So, fungus is a step up. and there will be another step up in a year when I get to live with the girl of my dreams.
I have two cats that can’t be abandoned for a week, and im not sure where i’d go anyway.
To summarize your situation, it sounds like your apartment has a serious mold/fungus problem which is causing your health issues.
If you’re not confident that this is true you could test it to be sure (e.g., by living someplace else for a week), but if you accept that it’s true then you can plan the next step. You have a few options:
Option 1 is for you to move. It will take some work, but it’s something that you know how to do (you’ve done it before) and it’s the surest way to get away from the fungus. You could get other people to help you.
Option 2 is to try to rid your apartment of the fungus. That is also going to be a lot of work, and it involves technical knowledge/skills which you don’t have (it’s not just a matter of some vacuuming and dusting). There is probably information about it online, or you could try to find an expert to help or at least advise you. You also don’t know if it will succeed—you might just reduce the amount of fungus, only to have it grow right back. If you go for this option you should get help, probably including the help of the landlady, since it is her apartment (and it sounds like she’ll want to help).
Option 3 is to do nothing and stay in your apartment for the next year. If you do that, your health probably won’t get any better. Migraines, lack of energy, difficulty doing things—those problems will all continue. They might even get worse with continued exposure, or cause more permanent problems (I don’t know what the exact risks are—that’s something else to look up online or check with experts on). (Unless your health problems have been seasonal—then they might become somewhat less bad in the winter and then blossom again in the spring.) You’d be choosing another year of more of the same, and it will continue to be hard to do the things that you’re planning—the visa application, moving, getting married. If you try option 2 and don’t do a good enough job of it, it could easily collapse into option 3.
Move.
It sounds like you’re living in a toxic environment which is making you sick. Does that fit your experience (is your history of illness—migraines, etc. - concentrated in the time when you’ve been living in your current apartment)? So find a new place to live. And be careful what you bring—you don’t want to bring the toxic stuff with you.
As a trial run, you could try staying someplace else for a week or so to see if you feel better. Bring as little with you as possible (even the clothes you wear should be new/borrowed), and don’t go back to your apartment at all during that time.
I am planning to move in about a year’s time, to live with my girlfriend who I’m engaged to and live together. I cannot move sooner because to move in with her, I need to apply for a partner visa, and then wait for it to be processed. It is theoretically possible to move somewhere else, in the interim, but it’s only a year, and I don’t think I have the energy to move right now. Also, I really like my landlady. She’s the kindest person I know. My previous apartments were much worse. At the last one, I was attacked and then stalked by a neighbour and the landlady talked to me about the commandment not to commit adultery (neither of I nor the neighbour are married.) Before that things were kinda okay for five months, then the landlady had “new ideas for the apartment” and I had to move into the first place I found. Before that I was living with an aunt would say to me without warning “we’re going somewhere in an hour. wash [explicit list of body parts including private ones] but dont wash your hair or [random list of body parts].” and never mind if I already had plans (like a class to go to or something). There was more insanity that that, this is just an example. And before that there was a mother who was worse than the aunt. And before that there were two parents, which was the worst of all.
Here, the neighbours say hello in the stairwell and that’s it. No one bothers me. I’m not afraid to leave the apartment. My landlady is understanding. So, fungus is a step up. and there will be another step up in a year when I get to live with the girl of my dreams.
I have two cats that can’t be abandoned for a week, and im not sure where i’d go anyway.
To summarize your situation, it sounds like your apartment has a serious mold/fungus problem which is causing your health issues.
If you’re not confident that this is true you could test it to be sure (e.g., by living someplace else for a week), but if you accept that it’s true then you can plan the next step. You have a few options:
Option 1 is for you to move. It will take some work, but it’s something that you know how to do (you’ve done it before) and it’s the surest way to get away from the fungus. You could get other people to help you.
Option 2 is to try to rid your apartment of the fungus. That is also going to be a lot of work, and it involves technical knowledge/skills which you don’t have (it’s not just a matter of some vacuuming and dusting). There is probably information about it online, or you could try to find an expert to help or at least advise you. You also don’t know if it will succeed—you might just reduce the amount of fungus, only to have it grow right back. If you go for this option you should get help, probably including the help of the landlady, since it is her apartment (and it sounds like she’ll want to help).
Option 3 is to do nothing and stay in your apartment for the next year. If you do that, your health probably won’t get any better. Migraines, lack of energy, difficulty doing things—those problems will all continue. They might even get worse with continued exposure, or cause more permanent problems (I don’t know what the exact risks are—that’s something else to look up online or check with experts on). (Unless your health problems have been seasonal—then they might become somewhat less bad in the winter and then blossom again in the spring.) You’d be choosing another year of more of the same, and it will continue to be hard to do the things that you’re planning—the visa application, moving, getting married. If you try option 2 and don’t do a good enough job of it, it could easily collapse into option 3.