You really made me think, Wedrifid. I chose not to respond to you right away because I wanted to avoid jumping to the conclusion that I’m doing everything right. So, I made myself go think it over.
Before you said this, I thought I was being patient enough with ambiguous “signs” and tolerant enough of harmless lapses in social skills. I’ve done a lot of emotional support for people who have problems, so I’m pretty confident that my tolerance of harmless social mistakes (as well as my ability to spot false positives on my creep radar) is well beyond adequate for dating nerds and misunderstood gifted people.
But signs only seem ambiguous to me if I realize that they’re ambiguous. Are the signs that I think are unambiguous actually ambiguous? I don’t know… I think the best approach is to develop a greater tolerance for them. So, I’ve got a goal now of “Be strong enough that even when guys do these things, I don’t feel stressed out.” Of course, tolerating these problems endlessly would lead to doing a lot of hand-holding, which would be draining, and that’s not emotionally sustainable for me, but maybe a three strikes rule would be a good idea for me. That’d probably give a functional guy enough time to gain my trust in his sanity. Patience… yeah, I think I could use more.
And, you know, even if I have adequate patience and my tolerance of eccentricity is very high and I’m doing a good job of telling the difference between ambiguous and unambiguous signs of dysfunction, if guys are expecting me to be impatient, intolerant and judgmental, that’s no good. I could lose a lot of opportunities because of their baggage due to the skewed gender ratio. I’m not sure what to do to counteract this.
You know, maybe we just need open communication. Like “Hi, I know there’s a gender ratio issue, it’s stressing everyone out when we try to date each other, why don’t you and I just talk openly about these problems as we get to know each other?” That seems counter-intuitive on the one hand: there would be less of that sense of mystery and magic that people seem to expect but I’d really prefer bare reality at this point.
You have given me a lot to think about in your comment, Wedrifid. Thank you. (:
You really made me think, Wedrifid. I chose not to respond to you right away because I wanted to avoid jumping to the conclusion that I’m doing everything right. So, I made myself go think it over.
Before you said this, I thought I was being patient enough with ambiguous “signs” and tolerant enough of harmless lapses in social skills. I’ve done a lot of emotional support for people who have problems, so I’m pretty confident that my tolerance of harmless social mistakes (as well as my ability to spot false positives on my creep radar) is well beyond adequate for dating nerds and misunderstood gifted people.
But signs only seem ambiguous to me if I realize that they’re ambiguous. Are the signs that I think are unambiguous actually ambiguous? I don’t know… I think the best approach is to develop a greater tolerance for them. So, I’ve got a goal now of “Be strong enough that even when guys do these things, I don’t feel stressed out.” Of course, tolerating these problems endlessly would lead to doing a lot of hand-holding, which would be draining, and that’s not emotionally sustainable for me, but maybe a three strikes rule would be a good idea for me. That’d probably give a functional guy enough time to gain my trust in his sanity. Patience… yeah, I think I could use more.
And, you know, even if I have adequate patience and my tolerance of eccentricity is very high and I’m doing a good job of telling the difference between ambiguous and unambiguous signs of dysfunction, if guys are expecting me to be impatient, intolerant and judgmental, that’s no good. I could lose a lot of opportunities because of their baggage due to the skewed gender ratio. I’m not sure what to do to counteract this.
You know, maybe we just need open communication. Like “Hi, I know there’s a gender ratio issue, it’s stressing everyone out when we try to date each other, why don’t you and I just talk openly about these problems as we get to know each other?” That seems counter-intuitive on the one hand: there would be less of that sense of mystery and magic that people seem to expect but I’d really prefer bare reality at this point.
You have given me a lot to think about in your comment, Wedrifid. Thank you. (: