Do you want joy or to know what things are out there? Like it’s a fundamental question about justifications, do you use joy to keep yourself going while you gain understanding or you gain understanding to get some high quality joy?
That sounds like two different kinds of creatures in transhumanist limit of it, some trade off knowledge to joy, others trade off joy to knowledge.
Or whatever, not necessarily “understanding”, like you can use other properties of your territory to bind yourself to. Well, in terms of maps it’s preference for good correspondence, and preference for not spoofing that preference.
From the inside, it feels like I want to know what’s going on as a terminal value. I have often compared my desire to study physics to my desire to understand how computers work. I was never satisfied by the “it’s just ones and zeros” explanation, which is not incorrect, but also doesn’t help me understand why this object is able to turn code into programs. I needed to have examples of how you can build logic gates into adders and so on and have the tiers of abstraction that go from adders, etc to CPU instructions to compilers to applications, and I had a nagging confusion about using computers for years until I understood that chain at least a little bit. There is a satisfaction which comes with the dissolution of that nagging confusion which I refer to as joy.
There’s a lot to complain about when it comes to public education in the United States, but I at least felt like I got a good set of abstractions with which to explain my existence, which was a chain that went roughly Newtonian mechanics on top of organs on top of cells on top of proteins on top of DNA on top of chemistry on top of electromagnetism and quantum mechanics, the latter of which wasn’t explained at all. I studied physics in college, and the only things I got out of it were a new toolset and an intuitive understanding for how magnets work. In graduate school, I actually completed the chain of atoms on top of standard model on top of field theory on top of quantum mechanics in a way that felt satisfying. Now I have a few hanging threads, which include that I understand how matter is built out of fields on top of spacetime, but I don’t understand what spacetime actually is, and also the universe is full of dark matter which I don’t have an explanation for.
Do you want joy or to know what things are out there? Like it’s a fundamental question about justifications, do you use joy to keep yourself going while you gain understanding or you gain understanding to get some high quality joy?
That sounds like two different kinds of creatures in transhumanist limit of it, some trade off knowledge to joy, others trade off joy to knowledge.
Or whatever, not necessarily “understanding”, like you can use other properties of your territory to bind yourself to. Well, in terms of maps it’s preference for good correspondence, and preference for not spoofing that preference.
From the inside, it feels like I want to know what’s going on as a terminal value. I have often compared my desire to study physics to my desire to understand how computers work. I was never satisfied by the “it’s just ones and zeros” explanation, which is not incorrect, but also doesn’t help me understand why this object is able to turn code into programs. I needed to have examples of how you can build logic gates into adders and so on and have the tiers of abstraction that go from adders, etc to CPU instructions to compilers to applications, and I had a nagging confusion about using computers for years until I understood that chain at least a little bit. There is a satisfaction which comes with the dissolution of that nagging confusion which I refer to as joy.
There’s a lot to complain about when it comes to public education in the United States, but I at least felt like I got a good set of abstractions with which to explain my existence, which was a chain that went roughly Newtonian mechanics on top of organs on top of cells on top of proteins on top of DNA on top of chemistry on top of electromagnetism and quantum mechanics, the latter of which wasn’t explained at all. I studied physics in college, and the only things I got out of it were a new toolset and an intuitive understanding for how magnets work. In graduate school, I actually completed the chain of atoms on top of standard model on top of field theory on top of quantum mechanics in a way that felt satisfying. Now I have a few hanging threads, which include that I understand how matter is built out of fields on top of spacetime, but I don’t understand what spacetime actually is, and also the universe is full of dark matter which I don’t have an explanation for.
How about geology, ecology and history? It seems like you are focused on mechanisms rather than contents.