See as far as my beliefs, I have a strong religious background… Catholic elementary and middle school (I go to non-sectional, public high school now), Hindu dad, Protestant (Lutheran) mom… I mean, I generally end up changing my mind every year or so, but right now, I believe that God exists as the Universe working within itself… and that as each of us live, we each experience God… I don’t know, I can’t seem to get my head wrapped around the idea of a nonexistent god because of my strong religious background. Not very “rational”, I guess, but that’s just me personally, and there’s really no should or shouldn’t as far as faith goes, so I’ve just been rolling with it. So, I sort of just been changing my perspective based on what I learn and hear about the world. I don’t know if that really affiliates with deism or pantheism, really, but if what I explained above affiliates with one of them, would you (or anyone) explain how?
And as far as political parties go, there was this time when I tried to identify myself as Republican (though I really would be more of a Conservative Democrat) because I was tired of saying “No affiliation.” It also kind of seemed like a fun little experiment because then I would be going against pretty much everyone else (most of the people I know tend to be democrat). I couldn’t really hold out that long because, I don’t know, being affiliated with Republican—or Democrat for that matter—makes people regard you as some political freak and not merely a person just agreeing with one more. Another thing, when I found myself affiliating with Republican, I found that I began to care more about what party supports what position, and I feel like that’s something that just shouldn’t matter. In the end, I’m also somewhat ignorant and not very confident about my positions just yet either.
And as far as ulterior motives, saying that I don’t trust people could be seen as my ulterior motive to not have to be generous and charitable (it’s a pretty lame excuse to not empathize with charities sometimes.).
“Pantheism is the belief that the universe (or nature as the totality of everything) is identical with divinity, or that everything composes an all-encompassing, immanent God. Pantheists thus do not believe in a distinct personal or anthropomorphic god” (Wikipedia).
That matches to my interpretation of your stated beliefs.
I believe that God exists as the Universe working within itself… and that as each of us live, we each experience God.
Most of the atheism stuff on this site has more to do with a god that is a discrete being with supernatural capabilities than the thing you describe. However, if the main reason that you’re not an atheist is that you have trouble picturing a godless universe, and you change beliefs based on what you learn and hear about the world (good work, by the way), chances are good that you’ll end up being an atheist if you spend enough time on this site. ;)
If you actually want to clarify your beliefs, it could help to imagine some different worlds and see whether they count as having God in them or not, in order to consider what constitutes the absence of God. If there’s no scenario that counts as God not existing, then I’m not sure what your belief that “God exists” is supposed to represent, and what information about the world someone could derive from that belief, given that it was true.
Thanks so much for the data about party affiliation!
Also, if you count subconscious desires to act in one’s own interest as “ulterior motives”, you may like what Robin Hanson on Overcoming Bias has to say about signaling.
See as far as my beliefs, I have a strong religious background… Catholic elementary and middle school (I go to non-sectional, public high school now), Hindu dad, Protestant (Lutheran) mom… I mean, I generally end up changing my mind every year or so, but right now, I believe that God exists as the Universe working within itself… and that as each of us live, we each experience God… I don’t know, I can’t seem to get my head wrapped around the idea of a nonexistent god because of my strong religious background. Not very “rational”, I guess, but that’s just me personally, and there’s really no should or shouldn’t as far as faith goes, so I’ve just been rolling with it. So, I sort of just been changing my perspective based on what I learn and hear about the world.
I don’t know if that really affiliates with deism or pantheism, really, but if what I explained above affiliates with one of them, would you (or anyone) explain how?
And as far as political parties go, there was this time when I tried to identify myself as Republican (though I really would be more of a Conservative Democrat) because I was tired of saying “No affiliation.” It also kind of seemed like a fun little experiment because then I would be going against pretty much everyone else (most of the people I know tend to be democrat). I couldn’t really hold out that long because, I don’t know, being affiliated with Republican—or Democrat for that matter—makes people regard you as some political freak and not merely a person just agreeing with one more. Another thing, when I found myself affiliating with Republican, I found that I began to care more about what party supports what position, and I feel like that’s something that just shouldn’t matter.
In the end, I’m also somewhat ignorant and not very confident about my positions just yet either.
And as far as ulterior motives, saying that I don’t trust people could be seen as my ulterior motive to not have to be generous and charitable (it’s a pretty lame excuse to not empathize with charities sometimes.).
That matches to my interpretation of your stated beliefs.
Most of the atheism stuff on this site has more to do with a god that is a discrete being with supernatural capabilities than the thing you describe. However, if the main reason that you’re not an atheist is that you have trouble picturing a godless universe, and you change beliefs based on what you learn and hear about the world (good work, by the way), chances are good that you’ll end up being an atheist if you spend enough time on this site. ;)
If you actually want to clarify your beliefs, it could help to imagine some different worlds and see whether they count as having God in them or not, in order to consider what constitutes the absence of God. If there’s no scenario that counts as God not existing, then I’m not sure what your belief that “God exists” is supposed to represent, and what information about the world someone could derive from that belief, given that it was true.
Thanks so much for the data about party affiliation!
Also, if you count subconscious desires to act in one’s own interest as “ulterior motives”, you may like what Robin Hanson on Overcoming Bias has to say about signaling.