Having lived ~19 years, I can distinctly remember around 5~6 times when I explicitly noticed myself experiencing totally new qualia with my inner monologue going “oh wow! I didn’t know this dimension of qualia was a thing.” examples:
hard-to-explain sense that my mind is expanding horizontally with fractal cube-like structures (think bismuth) forming around it and my subjective experience gliding along its surface which lasted for ~5 minutes after taking zolpidem for the first time to sleep (2 days ago)
getting drunk for the first time (half a year ago)
feeling absolutely euphoric after having a cool math insight (a year ago)
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Reminds me of myself around a decade ago, completely incapable of understanding why my uncle smoked, being “huh? The smoke isn’t even sweet, why would you want to do that?” Now that I have [addiction-to-X] as a clear dimension of qualia/experience solidified in myself, I can better model their subjective experiences although I’ve never smoked myself. Reminds me of the SSC classic.
Also one observation is that it feels like the rate at which I acquire these is getting faster, probably because of increase in self-awareness + increased option space as I reach adulthood (like being able to drink).
Anyways, I think it’s really cool, and can’t wait for more.
Sunlight scattered by the atmosphere on cloudless mornings during the hour before sunrise inspires a subtle feeling (“this is cool, maybe even exciting”) that I never noticed till I started intentionally exposing myself to it for health reasons (specifically, making it easier to fall asleep 18 hours later).
More precisely, I might or might not have noticed the feeling, but if I did notice it, I quickly forgot about it because I had no idea how to reproduce it.
I have to get away from artificial light (streetlamps) (and from direct (yellow) sunlight) for the (blue) indirect sunlight to have this effect. Also, it is no good looking at a small patch of sky, e.g., through a window in a building: most or all of the upper half of my field of vision must be receiving this indirect sunlight. (The intrinsically-photosensitive retinal ganglion cells are all over the bottom half of the retina, but absent from the top half.)
Having lived ~19 years, I can distinctly remember around 5~6 times when I explicitly noticed myself experiencing totally new qualia with my inner monologue going “oh wow! I didn’t know this dimension of qualia was a thing.” examples:
hard-to-explain sense that my mind is expanding horizontally with fractal cube-like structures (think bismuth) forming around it and my subjective experience gliding along its surface which lasted for ~5 minutes after taking zolpidem for the first time to sleep (2 days ago)
getting drunk for the first time (half a year ago)
feeling absolutely euphoric after having a cool math insight (a year ago)
...
Reminds me of myself around a decade ago, completely incapable of understanding why my uncle smoked, being “huh? The smoke isn’t even sweet, why would you want to do that?” Now that I have [addiction-to-X] as a clear dimension of qualia/experience solidified in myself, I can better model their subjective experiences although I’ve never smoked myself. Reminds me of the SSC classic.
Also one observation is that it feels like the rate at which I acquire these is getting faster, probably because of increase in self-awareness + increased option space as I reach adulthood (like being able to drink).
Anyways, I think it’s really cool, and can’t wait for more.
I observed new visual qualia of colors while using some light machine.
Also, when I first came to Italy, I have a feeling as if the whole rainbow of color qualia changed
Sunlight scattered by the atmosphere on cloudless mornings during the hour before sunrise inspires a subtle feeling (“this is cool, maybe even exciting”) that I never noticed till I started intentionally exposing myself to it for health reasons (specifically, making it easier to fall asleep 18 hours later).
More precisely, I might or might not have noticed the feeling, but if I did notice it, I quickly forgot about it because I had no idea how to reproduce it.
I have to get away from artificial light (streetlamps) (and from direct (yellow) sunlight) for the (blue) indirect sunlight to have this effect. Also, it is no good looking at a small patch of sky, e.g., through a window in a building: most or all of the upper half of my field of vision must be receiving this indirect sunlight. (The intrinsically-photosensitive retinal ganglion cells are all over the bottom half of the retina, but absent from the top half.)