Put another way, I’ve been trying to think of the various ways that people outside the memeplex see those inside it as weirdos.
The lurker, who may not be gaining as much utility as they would if they participated. However, they still receive the same (or a degree of) connotations from those outside the memeplex, due to their association with the group. These percepts from the outside may be either good or bad.
This month, I finished medical school, which elicits a complex set of emotions difficult to describe. Maybe relief/fist pumpin’ exuberance/trepidation/excitement/tiredness/nostalgia/determination/pride in variable amounts (results aren’t out yet, and I guess that adds to some of those emotions). This isn’t very LW-related, but is a big transition point and I’m quite proud it’s complete.
Possibly my favourite thing about finishing is that I now have 3-or-so months with only a few commitments before I start work, which means I can get started on some of my personal to-do list—I have already read 3 books, am meditating every day, organised catching up with friends/mentors I haven’t been able to see in a while, learnt some basics of investing and economics and set myself up to start investing my savings in a more useful way i.e. index funds.