Nicole, thank you for sharing your difficult journey. This post really resonated with me. In fact from the title onward I felt like you were describing my feelings and experience.
You put into words what I think I am in the midst of right now complete with the hamster wheel and burnout.
It is so hard to take some of your advice but I am going to take to heart what you suggest and try to make some changes.
Thank you.
In fact if you are still up for brainstorming I might take you up on that. I realize this post is now years old.
This post makes me thankful the scientific method doesn’t have a step for “survey a bunch of experts” or “do an anonymous opinion poll.”
I find very little to trust or value in a broad opinion polls about contentious, politically charged issues if the goal is to enlighten understanding of the root science involved.