It took me 30 minutes of sitting down and doing math before I could finally accept that 1A+2B was an irrational preference. I finally realized that a lot of it came down to: with a 66% vs 67% chance of losing, I could take the riskier option and not feel as bad, because I could sweep it under the rug with “oh, I probably would have lost anyways.”
Once I ran a scenario where I’d KNOW whether it was that 1% that I controlled, or the 66% that I didn’t control, that comfort evaporated.
I learned a lot about myself by working through this exercise, so thank you very much :)
It took me 30 minutes of sitting down and doing math before I could finally accept that 1A+2B was an irrational preference. I finally realized that a lot of it came down to: with a 66% vs 67% chance of losing, I could take the riskier option and not feel as bad, because I could sweep it under the rug with “oh, I probably would have lost anyways.”
Once I ran a scenario where I’d KNOW whether it was that 1% that I controlled, or the 66% that I didn’t control, that comfort evaporated.
I learned a lot about myself by working through this exercise, so thank you very much :)