This is an intriguing comment, but it might take time and care to determine what it is that you are talking about. For example, the “sense of impossibility” that you “get… about lots of things”: what kind of sense of impossibility is it? Do these things feel logically impossible per se? Do they feel impossible because they contradict other things that you believe are true? Do you draw the conclusion that the impossible-seeming things genuinely cannot exist or (in the case of self-perception?) genuinely do not exist, despite appearances?
Yes, same qualia as looking at an Escher staircase IRL but feels more fundamental.
Do they feel impossible because they contradict other things that you believe are true?
No. I can’t break down why they feel impossible.
Do you draw the conclusion that the impossible-seeming things genuinely cannot exist or (in the case of self-perception?) genuinely do not exist, despite appearances?
Kinda but I can’t maintain that because milliseconds later I perceive the “impossible” qualia again.
Free will used to feel impossible but now that I understand free will as related to e.g. the 5-and-10 problem it’s more… manipulable somehow.
This is an intriguing comment, but it might take time and care to determine what it is that you are talking about. For example, the “sense of impossibility” that you “get… about lots of things”: what kind of sense of impossibility is it? Do these things feel logically impossible per se? Do they feel impossible because they contradict other things that you believe are true? Do you draw the conclusion that the impossible-seeming things genuinely cannot exist or (in the case of self-perception?) genuinely do not exist, despite appearances?
Yes, same qualia as looking at an Escher staircase IRL but feels more fundamental.
No. I can’t break down why they feel impossible.
Kinda but I can’t maintain that because milliseconds later I perceive the “impossible” qualia again.
Free will used to feel impossible but now that I understand free will as related to e.g. the 5-and-10 problem it’s more… manipulable somehow.