Yup. I’d probably call this one of the other paths, not kensho. You seem to have a problem maintaining the realisation. That can usually be solved with a combination of looking at the remaining attachments and the things that rip you out of that knowledge and working to see them as illusion too.
There are 3 doors of realisation. Impermanence, suffering and no-self. You seem to possibly have the impermanence door. I wonder if you have the other two.
In any case I suggest the book “mastering the core teachings of the Buddha 2”, to help you compare concepts with other people.
Yup. I’d probably call this one of the other paths, not kensho. You seem to have a problem maintaining the realisation. That can usually be solved with a combination of looking at the remaining attachments and the things that rip you out of that knowledge and working to see them as illusion too.
There are 3 doors of realisation. Impermanence, suffering and no-self. You seem to possibly have the impermanence door. I wonder if you have the other two.
In any case I suggest the book “mastering the core teachings of the Buddha 2”, to help you compare concepts with other people.
Thank you!