I’m not too concerned, but primarily because I still have a lot of uncertainty as to how to approach that sort of question. My mind still spits out some rather nasty answers.
EDIT: I just realized that you were probably intentionally implying exactly what I just said, which makes this comment rather redundant.
I assume that inside the simulation spaces of Cthulhu, you are going to be on some level aware of all the deaths that you have already experienced, and the ones that await you. Otherwise you are clearly not suffering enough. :-)
Trigger warning: memetic hazard.
Abj guvax nobhg jung guvf zrnaf sbe nalbar jub unf rire qvrq (be rire jvyy).
I’m not too concerned, but primarily because I still have a lot of uncertainty as to how to approach that sort of question. My mind still spits out some rather nasty answers.
EDIT: I just realized that you were probably intentionally implying exactly what I just said, which makes this comment rather redundant.
Zl nccebnpu gb gur fb-pnyyrq dhnaghz vzzbegnyvgl: Vs lbh qvr va avargl-avar crepragf bs Rirergg oenapurf, naq fheivir va bar creprag, sebz gur cbvag bs ivrj va gung bar-creprag oenapu, lbh fheivirq, ohg sebz gur cbvag bs ivrj JURER LBH NER ABJ (juvpu vf gur bar lbh fubhyq hfr), lbh ner avargl-avar creprag qrnq. Gurersber, dhnaghz vzzbegnyvgl vf n fryrpgvba ovnf rkcrevraprq ol crbcyr va jrveq jbeyqf; sebz bhe cbvag bs ivrj, vg cenpgvpnyyl qbrf abg rkvfg, naq lbh fvzcyl qvr naq prnfr gb rkvfg.
V qba’g cergraq gb haqrefgnaq pbzcyrgryl jung guvf zrnaf—va fbzr frafr, nyy cbffvoyr pbasvthengvbaf bs cnegvpyrf “rkvfg” fbzrjurer va gur gvzryrff culfvpf, naq vs gurl sbez n fragvrag orvat, gung orvat vf cresrpgyl erny sebz gurve bja cbvag bs ivrj (juvpu vf ABG bhe cbvag bs ivrj) -- ohg va gur fcvevg bs “vg nyy nqqf hc gb abeznyvgl”, jr fubhyq bayl pner nobhg pbasvthengvbaf juvpu sbyybj sebz jurer jr ner abj, naq jr fubhyq bayl pner nobhg gurz nf zhpu, nf ynetr vf gur senpgvba bs bhe nzcyvghqr juvpu sybjf gb gurz. Gur senpgvba tbvat gb urnira/uryy jbeyqf sebz zl pheerag jbeyq vf sbe nyy cenpgvpny checbfrf mreb, gurersber V jvyy gerng vg nf mreb. Qbvat bgurejvfr jbhyq or yvxr cevivyrtvat n ulcbgurfvf; vs V gnxr nyy pbcvrf bs “zr-zbzragf”, jrvtugrq ol ubj zhpu nzcyvghqr gurl unir, gur infg znwbevgl bs gurz yvir cresrpgyl beqvanel yvirf. Gubfr pbcvrf jvgu snagnfgvpnyyl ybat yvirf nyfb unir snagnfgvpnyyl fznyy nzcyvghqrf ng gur ortvaavat, fb vg pnapryf bhg. Vs gurer vf n snagnfgvpnyyl ybat yvsr npuvrinoyr ol angheny zrnaf, fhpu nf pelbavpf be zvaq hcybnqvat, fhpu “zr-zbzragf” jvyy unir zber nzcyvghqr guna gur snagnfgvpnyyl ybat yvirf npuvrirq ol zvenphybhf zrnaf. Ohg fgvyy, rira gurfr anghenyyl ybat yvirf jvyy zbfg yvxryl bayl trg n fznyy senpgvba bs gur nzcyvghqr V unir urer naq abj; zbfg bs zl shgher zr’f jvyy or qrnq.
gy;qe—V qvqa’g bevtvanyyl jnag gb fgneg n qrongr ba guvf gbcvp, bayl gb abgr gung sbe “rkcybengvba bs cbffvoyr raqvatf” lbh qba’g npghnyyl arrq n fvzhyngbe; zrer dhnaghz culfvpf vf rabhtu.
I assume that inside the simulation spaces of Cthulhu, you are going to be on some level aware of all the deaths that you have already experienced, and the ones that await you. Otherwise you are clearly not suffering enough. :-)