Do you mean not gendered, or null-gendered? Or something else entirely?
I hunger for details. When dysphoric I do a dissociatey thing where my gender gets pushed under the rug. If I could sustain a less bad variant of that, it might spare me a lot of trouble.
Agender means not having a gender at all; dissolving the entire category, not just occupying a neutral position within it.
What worked for me may not work for you, but what I did was carefully examine the pieces of my mind that were male and trace out how they got there. In my case, they were all simply Cached Thoughts I had absorbed from the environment, and never questioned before.
Do you mean not gendered, or null-gendered? Or something else entirely?
I hunger for details. When dysphoric I do a dissociatey thing where my gender gets pushed under the rug. If I could sustain a less bad variant of that, it might spare me a lot of trouble.
Agender means not having a gender at all; dissolving the entire category, not just occupying a neutral position within it.
What worked for me may not work for you, but what I did was carefully examine the pieces of my mind that were male and trace out how they got there. In my case, they were all simply Cached Thoughts I had absorbed from the environment, and never questioned before.