I’m not really sure how it ended up there—probably childhood teaching inducing that particular brain-structure? It’s just something that was a fundamental part of who I understood myself to be, and how I interpreted my memories/experiences/sense-data. After I stopped believing in God, I definitely also stopped believing that I existed. Obviously, this-body-with-a-mind exists, but I had not identified myself as being that object previously—I had identified myself as the-spirit-inhabiting-this-body, and I no longer believed that existed.
I’m not really sure how it ended up there—probably childhood teaching inducing that particular brain-structure? It’s just something that was a fundamental part of who I understood myself to be, and how I interpreted my memories/experiences/sense-data. After I stopped believing in God, I definitely also stopped believing that I existed. Obviously, this-body-with-a-mind exists, but I had not identified myself as being that object previously—I had identified myself as the-spirit-inhabiting-this-body, and I no longer believed that existed.