As someone who’s been in that boat, get in touch with a psychiatrist ASAP. It can very literally save your life, not to mention making it much much better on a day-to-day level.
Life is terrible, but it’s also strange and beautiful; if you can’t see a reason to continue with it, there is most likely an underlying problem (even if it is just “faulty wiring”) which drugs and therapy can help you identify.
I cannot recommend seeing a psychiatrist more completely.
As someone who’s been in that boat, get in touch with a psychiatrist ASAP. It can very literally save your life, not to mention making it much much better on a day-to-day level.
Life is terrible, but it’s also strange and beautiful; if you can’t see a reason to continue with it, there is most likely an underlying problem (even if it is just “faulty wiring”) which drugs and therapy can help you identify.
I cannot recommend seeing a psychiatrist more completely.