Yes, I have similar thought patterns, though usually the angriness happens without or with only slight provocations (people not conforming to my asthetic norms, people loudly using their mobile in public). Fortunately, my fantasies are totally over the top, so I have a hard time taking them seriously or worrying about them—it’s like watching a splatter movie inside my head. I don’t feel guilty, worried or ashamed for watching those, so I don’t worry if my mind produces them for free.
A friend of mine with schizoid personality disorder has similar thought patterns from time to time, however, it is a lot harder for her not to act on these thoughts, and far more stressful.
So, it isn’t a thought pattern only you experience, but I’m afraid I can’t answer why people have it.
Yes, I have similar thought patterns, though usually the angriness happens without or with only slight provocations (people not conforming to my asthetic norms, people loudly using their mobile in public). Fortunately, my fantasies are totally over the top, so I have a hard time taking them seriously or worrying about them—it’s like watching a splatter movie inside my head. I don’t feel guilty, worried or ashamed for watching those, so I don’t worry if my mind produces them for free.
A friend of mine with schizoid personality disorder has similar thought patterns from time to time, however, it is a lot harder for her not to act on these thoughts, and far more stressful.
So, it isn’t a thought pattern only you experience, but I’m afraid I can’t answer why people have it.