I can relate to these experiences, both your grandpa’s and yours. In my case, who helped was Guanyin (觀音). I think it evident thought that our presence on this specific community puts us more alongside jñāna than bhakti, no? Therefore, writing in such an oblique way, to convey experiences more than concepts, particularly on non-fictional texts, is hardly going to be helpful. Rather, what might prove helpful would be unpacking precisely those details you don’t want to talk about. This would certainly prove challenging, along many different axes, but it’s the kind of challenge that provides for growth.
I can relate to these experiences, both your grandpa’s and yours. In my case, who helped was Guanyin (觀音). I think it evident thought that our presence on this specific community puts us more alongside jñāna than bhakti, no? Therefore, writing in such an oblique way, to convey experiences more than concepts, particularly on non-fictional texts, is hardly going to be helpful. Rather, what might prove helpful would be unpacking precisely those details you don’t want to talk about. This would certainly prove challenging, along many different axes, but it’s the kind of challenge that provides for growth.