These are good questions… unfortunately, in my current state of mind, I don’t feel confident in my ability to answer them accurately.
Several of the paragraphs describing my experience, were written based off notes that I made while in that kind of state, as well as memories of the explanations that I thought up while in that state. But even while in that state, I recognized that there’s probably a bit of a verbal overshadowing effect going on, with the verbal description mostly but not quite matching my actual experience of the state, with that not-quite-it version nevertheless becoming the main thing that I’d recall from the state when no longer in it.
So, while I remember enough of that state to say that my descriptions here are probably roughly right, the level of detail that your question is trying to tease out is too precise for me to produce a reliable answer, in my current mostly-normal-again state.
I’ll see if I can give you a better answer the next time I end up in a state like that. :-)
These are good questions… unfortunately, in my current state of mind, I don’t feel confident in my ability to answer them accurately.
Several of the paragraphs describing my experience, were written based off notes that I made while in that kind of state, as well as memories of the explanations that I thought up while in that state. But even while in that state, I recognized that there’s probably a bit of a verbal overshadowing effect going on, with the verbal description mostly but not quite matching my actual experience of the state, with that not-quite-it version nevertheless becoming the main thing that I’d recall from the state when no longer in it.
So, while I remember enough of that state to say that my descriptions here are probably roughly right, the level of detail that your question is trying to tease out is too precise for me to produce a reliable answer, in my current mostly-normal-again state.
I’ll see if I can give you a better answer the next time I end up in a state like that. :-)