I have no idea if it’s a natural human quality. It’s surely one of my qualities. It’s not that I would permit my mind to think verbal thoughts like “How good it is to be above others.” But there’s a zest in being the best. It feels good to complete a difficult race and it feels good to win a gold medal; they are separate, different good feelings. I can imagine people who would only care about having completed the challenge, but they wouldn’t be me.
Since my mind doesn’t want whatever I choose it to want, I accept that both desires are a part of me and that both desires keep me motivated to continue studying. Though even the desire to solve hard problems for yourself, is not without its dangers.
Doesn’t fit the stereotype of Deep Wisdom, I know. I would be prouder if I was Gandalf, because that would be, you know, cool. But you see, this isn’t about my pride.
I have no idea if it’s a natural human quality. It’s surely one of my qualities. It’s not that I would permit my mind to think verbal thoughts like “How good it is to be above others.” But there’s a zest in being the best. It feels good to complete a difficult race and it feels good to win a gold medal; they are separate, different good feelings. I can imagine people who would only care about having completed the challenge, but they wouldn’t be me.
Since my mind doesn’t want whatever I choose it to want, I accept that both desires are a part of me and that both desires keep me motivated to continue studying. Though even the desire to solve hard problems for yourself, is not without its dangers.
Doesn’t fit the stereotype of Deep Wisdom, I know. I would be prouder if I was Gandalf, because that would be, you know, cool. But you see, this isn’t about my pride.