I delayed looking for work in the past because I didn’t actually need the money. I do have more expenses now, but not enough that I feel ambition for anything better (even within my company). I’m kind of okay with that, but I’d rather not slip up enough to lose this pretty decent gig and have to find another one. In case that reminds anyone of the motivation in Office Space, I am indeed a programmer like everyone else on the internet.
I think fear of uncomfortable interactions applies more in regular social situations for me. I’ve started practicing acting extroverted by just talking to strangers on the street or wherever, confident that I’ll never see them again and there are no consequences of bad impressions I might make. Sometimes it results in talking too fast or unclearly though (that also happens at work).
I have a degree in biomedical science, aka a totally useless degree. I’m going back to uni and am just looking for part time work in the mean time to make my time—since I’m finally at the stage of actually really needing the money.
Also I’m going back to uni to do computer science and become a programmer. I guess everyone on the internets realise is in that profession ;).
Regarding social interactions, I am actually (and unusually for less wrong) a very social and extroverted person. I spend much of my time at the moment socialising—ergo my need for money. Socialising is expensive.
However I am also one who has be conditioned to not try, my upbringing was such that any failure was focused on and any triumph taken for granted. Which is no excuse, but still I tend to avoid situations where I am tested at least when I am not guaranteed to triumph (e.g. I am totally 100% ok in academic assessments).
What’s your work/educational background?
I delayed looking for work in the past because I didn’t actually need the money. I do have more expenses now, but not enough that I feel ambition for anything better (even within my company). I’m kind of okay with that, but I’d rather not slip up enough to lose this pretty decent gig and have to find another one. In case that reminds anyone of the motivation in Office Space, I am indeed a programmer like everyone else on the internet.
I think fear of uncomfortable interactions applies more in regular social situations for me. I’ve started practicing acting extroverted by just talking to strangers on the street or wherever, confident that I’ll never see them again and there are no consequences of bad impressions I might make. Sometimes it results in talking too fast or unclearly though (that also happens at work).
I have a degree in biomedical science, aka a totally useless degree. I’m going back to uni and am just looking for part time work in the mean time to make my time—since I’m finally at the stage of actually really needing the money.
Also I’m going back to uni to do computer science and become a programmer. I guess everyone on the internets realise is in that profession ;).
Regarding social interactions, I am actually (and unusually for less wrong) a very social and extroverted person. I spend much of my time at the moment socialising—ergo my need for money. Socialising is expensive.
However I am also one who has be conditioned to not try, my upbringing was such that any failure was focused on and any triumph taken for granted. Which is no excuse, but still I tend to avoid situations where I am tested at least when I am not guaranteed to triumph (e.g. I am totally 100% ok in academic assessments).