But if rewarding oneself for successfully focusing conscious attention on self-deception, over time, inevitably makes one aware primarily of only the surface manifestations of self-deception, then attempting to increase one’s focus on self-deception is largely futile. I really don’t know what to suggest, but I urgently want a strategy.
Tentative suggestion: Aim for self-reward for increased awareness and checking for truth, not for any particular finding.
Tentative suggestion: Aim for self-reward for increased awareness and checking for truth, not for any particular finding.
Hell yeah.
And if you can fully pull That One off, you are now non-attached… a Bodhisattva.
Fortunately, even partial success is very useful.
I suppose that what I offered was a meta-strategy, and getting it down to strategy and tactics is the hard part.
And “self-reward” has its own problems, of course.
‘Hell yeah’ as Michael would put it. Did you have any concrete strategies of self-rewarding that worked at all?