I consciously will myself to believe in big world immortality, as a response to existential crises, although I don’t seem to have actual reasons not to believe such besides intuitions about consciousness/the self that I’ve seen debated enough to distrust.
Yes—I mean existential crisis in the sense of dread and terror from letting my mind dwell on my eventual death, convincing myself I’m immortal is a decisive solution to that insofar as I can actually convince myself. I don’t mind existence being meaningless, it is that either way, I care much more about whether it ends.
I consciously will myself to believe in big world immortality, as a response to existential crises, although I don’t seem to have actual reasons not to believe such besides intuitions about consciousness/the self that I’ve seen debated enough to distrust.
So did I understand correctly, believing in big world immortality doesn’t cause you an existential crisis, but not believing in it does?
Yes—I mean existential crisis in the sense of dread and terror from letting my mind dwell on my eventual death, convincing myself I’m immortal is a decisive solution to that insofar as I can actually convince myself. I don’t mind existence being meaningless, it is that either way, I care much more about whether it ends.
So you’re not worried that it might be unending but very uncomfortable?