I recommend that you apply ASAP, talk to a lawyer, and then decline the funds if it seems like you shouldn’t have requested them in the first place. There’s a very limited window for getting money (which might already be passed). When actions are reversible (which they certainly are in this case, given that it is a loan, by default), but time sensitive, bias in favor of action.
But I recommend that you follow your moral compass over and above following my advice.
I recommend that you apply ASAP, talk to a lawyer, and then decline the funds if it seems like you shouldn’t have requested them in the first place. There’s a very limited window for getting money (which might already be passed). When actions are reversible (which they certainly are in this case, given that it is a loan, by default), but time sensitive, bias in favor of action.
But I recommend that you follow your moral compass over and above following my advice.