Thanks for making that clear to me. I don’t like the idea of having inconstent terminology usage to everyone else, so in that case I’m at deep fault. A few minutes (hours?) ago I had a moment of clarity and I’m pretty sure I’m psychotic right now. I caught myself out in the delusion I’ve been having for a couple of days, which I have had in the past for unfortunately far longer, that society and economies are going to collapse and we’re going to be forced to farm or raid people and because I’m passive and shit at gardening I’ll die a horrible death. Which, I should have good reason to believe is absurd because economic collapses are extremely rare, highly unlikely in developed countries like ours, there are measures in place to intervene in food security crises, so on and so forthe. The point is, this is consistent my prolific shit posting over the last half-day which I will probably go back and perhaps get rid of the ones without comments. Meanwhile, this thread is probably going to be extremely interesting to me when I recover from this because it formalises how it captures, to some extent how I’ve been relating to the world. To some extent I miss that if I had managed to reply to your comment further into this state it might have been very interesting. On the other hand, perhaps if not for it, I wouldn’t have recognised that this indeed is a problem right now and my delusion isn’t just a single odd piece of psychosis admist normal thinking otherwise. Ok I better get off this thing and figure out to get some help so my assignments can still be submitted in time...I’ve lost so much karma in the last half day haha.
Unless this is some kind of self-doubt, or worry/anxiety thing and I’m just making a feel of myself to refuse actually updating my beliefs faced with compelling reason. I don’t know, I feel very odd. I’ll probably update this at some point. Unless something goes very wrong...a little while ago I was thinking of retiring this account and also how interesting it would be if someone wrote a suicide note on lesswrong. Ok I need to stop right now, this isn’t right or relevant. Bye.
“Impossible is just a big word thrown around by small men who find it easier to live in the world they’ve been given than to explore the power they have to change it. Impossible is not a fact. It’s an opinion. Impossible is not a declaration. It’s a dare. Impossible is potential. Impossible is temporary. Impossible is nothing.”
Thanks for making that clear to me. I don’t like the idea of having inconstent terminology usage to everyone else, so in that case I’m at deep fault. A few minutes (hours?) ago I had a moment of clarity and I’m pretty sure I’m psychotic right now. I caught myself out in the delusion I’ve been having for a couple of days, which I have had in the past for unfortunately far longer, that society and economies are going to collapse and we’re going to be forced to farm or raid people and because I’m passive and shit at gardening I’ll die a horrible death. Which, I should have good reason to believe is absurd because economic collapses are extremely rare, highly unlikely in developed countries like ours, there are measures in place to intervene in food security crises, so on and so forthe. The point is, this is consistent my prolific shit posting over the last half-day which I will probably go back and perhaps get rid of the ones without comments. Meanwhile, this thread is probably going to be extremely interesting to me when I recover from this because it formalises how it captures, to some extent how I’ve been relating to the world. To some extent I miss that if I had managed to reply to your comment further into this state it might have been very interesting. On the other hand, perhaps if not for it, I wouldn’t have recognised that this indeed is a problem right now and my delusion isn’t just a single odd piece of psychosis admist normal thinking otherwise. Ok I better get off this thing and figure out to get some help so my assignments can still be submitted in time...I’ve lost so much karma in the last half day haha.
Unless this is some kind of self-doubt, or worry/anxiety thing and I’m just making a feel of myself to refuse actually updating my beliefs faced with compelling reason. I don’t know, I feel very odd. I’ll probably update this at some point. Unless something goes very wrong...a little while ago I was thinking of retiring this account and also how interesting it would be if someone wrote a suicide note on lesswrong. Ok I need to stop right now, this isn’t right or relevant. Bye.