Recently in school, we were asked to rate our attributes and social skills on a scale of (0-5 )
For example are we good with other people, are we understanding etc. We were also asked about our self esteem.
I put down 3- meaning average( Big, fat lie)
I used to have high self-esteem, I never cared much of what others thought of me. But for the last few years I’ve been put down so much, I’m surprised I can still smile. Last year was especially tough. I went through horrible stuff and ended up having to see the school councilor. I was depressed almost every day so I didn’t talk much to my friends. Funny enough they never asked what was going on. At end of the year I had a fight with one of them and the rest of them stopped talking to me this year. But to be honest, I doesn’t bother me one bit!
Oh right I forgot to say I don’t get emotionally attached to people.Ever. What’s up with that?
Anyway, after we filled in the sheets we were instructed to pass them to someone who knows us best. I ended up giving mine to a Spanish student I recently befriended. To my bewilderment she changed my self-esteem to number 2=meaning poor!
And she barely knew me. I guess it wasn’t hard to notice I don’t socialize with people much, unless I have to.
It opened my eyes. What the hell am I doing? It’s scary that I lost who I am and now I’m idly letting my life go by.
Thanks to your article I will work to gain all the confidence I lost. Wow I sound like such a sad person, don’t I?
I still go out with people- ehmm sometimes. I give up, I’m sad.
Next year I’m moving to Canada, so at least I have a chance to start out fresh. Go me!
Next year I’m moving to Canada, so at least I have a chance to start out fresh.
But you are still taking your emotional baggage with you, so why do you expect your life to change for the better? What will you do differently this time and why?
Recently in school, we were asked to rate our attributes and social skills on a scale of (0-5 ) For example are we good with other people, are we understanding etc. We were also asked about our self esteem. I put down 3- meaning average( Big, fat lie) I used to have high self-esteem, I never cared much of what others thought of me. But for the last few years I’ve been put down so much, I’m surprised I can still smile. Last year was especially tough. I went through horrible stuff and ended up having to see the school councilor. I was depressed almost every day so I didn’t talk much to my friends. Funny enough they never asked what was going on. At end of the year I had a fight with one of them and the rest of them stopped talking to me this year. But to be honest, I doesn’t bother me one bit! Oh right I forgot to say I don’t get emotionally attached to people.Ever. What’s up with that? Anyway, after we filled in the sheets we were instructed to pass them to someone who knows us best. I ended up giving mine to a Spanish student I recently befriended. To my bewilderment she changed my self-esteem to number 2=meaning poor! And she barely knew me. I guess it wasn’t hard to notice I don’t socialize with people much, unless I have to. It opened my eyes. What the hell am I doing? It’s scary that I lost who I am and now I’m idly letting my life go by. Thanks to your article I will work to gain all the confidence I lost. Wow I sound like such a sad person, don’t I? I still go out with people- ehmm sometimes. I give up, I’m sad. Next year I’m moving to Canada, so at least I have a chance to start out fresh. Go me!
But you are still taking your emotional baggage with you, so why do you expect your life to change for the better? What will you do differently this time and why?