I had an interesting experience with this, and I am wondering if others on the male side had the same.
I tried to imagine myself in these situations. When a situation did not seem to have any personal impact from the first person or at best a very mild discomfort, I tried to rearrange the scenario with social penalties that I would find distressing. (Social penalties do differ based on gender roles)
I found this provoked a fear response. If I give it voice, it sounds like “This isn’t relevant/I won’t be in this scenario/You would just.../Why are you doing this?” Which is interesting: my brain doesn’t want to process these stories as first-person accounts. Some sort of analysis would be easier and more comfortable, but I am pretty sure would miss the damn point.
I don’t have any further thoughts, other than this was useful in understanding things that may inhibit me from understanding. (and trying to get past them)
I had an interesting experience with this, and I am wondering if others on the male side had the same.
I tried to imagine myself in these situations. When a situation did not seem to have any personal impact from the first person or at best a very mild discomfort, I tried to rearrange the scenario with social penalties that I would find distressing. (Social penalties do differ based on gender roles)
I found this provoked a fear response. If I give it voice, it sounds like “This isn’t relevant/I won’t be in this scenario/You would just.../Why are you doing this?” Which is interesting: my brain doesn’t want to process these stories as first-person accounts. Some sort of analysis would be easier and more comfortable, but I am pretty sure would miss the damn point.
I don’t have any further thoughts, other than this was useful in understanding things that may inhibit me from understanding. (and trying to get past them)