I’ve always found the concept belief in belief slightly hard to parse cognitively. Here’s what finally satisfied my brain: whether you will be rewarded or punished in heaven is tied to whether or not God exists, whether or not you feel a push to go to church is tied to whether or not you believe in God. If you do go to church and want to go your brain will say, “See I really do believe” and it’ll do the reverse if you don’t go. However, it’ll only affect your belief in God indirectly through your “I believe in God” node. Putting it another way, going to church is evidence you believe in God, not evidence that God exists. Anyway, the result of all this is that your “I believe in God” node can become much stronger than your “God exists” node
I’ve always found the concept belief in belief slightly hard to parse cognitively. Here’s what finally satisfied my brain: whether you will be rewarded or punished in heaven is tied to whether or not God exists, whether or not you feel a push to go to church is tied to whether or not you believe in God. If you do go to church and want to go your brain will say, “See I really do believe” and it’ll do the reverse if you don’t go. However, it’ll only affect your belief in God indirectly through your “I believe in God” node. Putting it another way, going to church is evidence you believe in God, not evidence that God exists. Anyway, the result of all this is that your “I believe in God” node can become much stronger than your “God exists” node