I have difficulty even making myself do things I enjoy, or I know to be rewarding. Like reading a book on something I’m interested in, or going for a walk in the sun, or making a serious go of understanding some basic quantum theory. I do very few things because I’m anticipating some kind of long term benefit. I do stuff because I expect it to be interesting and fun now. Still have difficulty with impetus.
I have difficulty even making myself do things I enjoy, or I know to be rewarding. Like reading a book on something I’m interested in, or going for a walk in the sun, or making a serious go of understanding some basic quantum theory. I do very few things because I’m anticipating some kind of long term benefit. I do stuff because I expect it to be interesting and fun now. Still have difficulty with impetus.