I would be pretty confident that there are free counseling options available in Finland for people who have borderline personality disorder and are contemplating suicide. It’s not like you live in a third world country with a bad safety net.
Those people usually have such a different way of thinking that I feel even more alienated. I don’t want to be convinced out of suicide, I’m not even sure if I want help.
Then it’s not a problem. If it’s easier, then I will talk to them, if it’s not, I will commit suicide. It may very well be that I will talk to them even though it will be very painful, only time will tell.
Did you speak with a professional counselor about your issues?
Nah. And I don’t have enough money anymore to do that. That was probably very dumb thing to do, but whatever.
There are still services like: http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/ If you aren’t in the US, which country are you from?
Didn’t notice this question. I’m from Finland.
I found this link with information to a Finnish suicide hotline: http://www.suicide.org/hotlines/international/finland-suicide-hotlines.html
I would be pretty confident that there are free counseling options available in Finland for people who have borderline personality disorder and are contemplating suicide. It’s not like you live in a third world country with a bad safety net.
Those people usually have such a different way of thinking that I feel even more alienated. I don’t want to be convinced out of suicide, I’m not even sure if I want help.
Then what about talking with your family?
I don’t feel particularly close to them, so that’s an even more difficult thing to do.
It’s probably an easier thing to do then committing suicide.
Then it’s not a problem. If it’s easier, then I will talk to them, if it’s not, I will commit suicide. It may very well be that I will talk to them even though it will be very painful, only time will tell.