This sounds like it was written for one of my draft posts to be a response to. Excellent.
Edit: summary is, your conception of productive is probably distorted by your refusal to engage the circuits that a reframing like this turns off. If you refuse a gate, you end up in a parallel universe where the actions you take seem correct and the gate seems unusuable anyway. If you go through, it feels like there’s nothing you can do about it and you’ve destroyed hope for nothing, until you start to rebuild your mind in the more complete view of the world.
This sounds like it was written for one of my draft posts to be a response to. Excellent.
Edit: summary is, your conception of productive is probably distorted by your refusal to engage the circuits that a reframing like this turns off. If you refuse a gate, you end up in a parallel universe where the actions you take seem correct and the gate seems unusuable anyway. If you go through, it feels like there’s nothing you can do about it and you’ve destroyed hope for nothing, until you start to rebuild your mind in the more complete view of the world.