You claim to have evidence that should convince you to be a Christian. We want to know that evidence.
Or I would, if I assigned non-negligible probability to the possibility that (strong forms of) such evidence actually existed—without such expectation it doesn’t feel correct to say that I ‘want it’.
Or I would, if I assigned non-negligible probability to the possibility that (strong forms of) such evidence actually existed—without such expectation it doesn’t feel correct to say that I ‘want it’.