What do you think antidepressants would be useful for?
In my experience I’ve gone months through a depressive episode while remaining externally functional and convincing myself (and the people around me) that I’m not going through a depressive episode. Another thing I’ve noticed is that with medication (whether anxiolytics, antidepressants or ADHD medication), I regularly underestimate the level at which I was ‘blocked’ by some mental issue that, after taking the medication, would not exist, and I would only realize it previously existed due to the (positive) changes in my behavior and cognition.
Essentially, I’m positing that you may be in a similar situation.
In my experience I’ve gone months through a depressive episode while remaining externally functional and convincing myself (and the people around me) that I’m not going through a depressive episode. Another thing I’ve noticed is that with medication (whether anxiolytics, antidepressants or ADHD medication), I regularly underestimate the level at which I was ‘blocked’ by some mental issue that, after taking the medication, would not exist, and I would only realize it previously existed due to the (positive) changes in my behavior and cognition.
Essentially, I’m positing that you may be in a similar situation.