Kudos for writing the internal dialog down! Mine wooshes by so fast, I can never do it.
I’d point out that your decisions should not be based on “what if AGI...” as the Contra part says. Also, if you are super low to the point of burnout and suicidal ideation, something has to change sooner rather than later. Maybe this particular school or a program is not for you, maybe you are not doing it right, or maybe doing it full time is a problem, or maybe there is something else you have overlooked. It’s not a dichotomy stay/leave, there are almost always more options. Consider some creative ones.
Kudos for writing the internal dialog down! Mine wooshes by so fast, I can never do it.
I’d point out that your decisions should not be based on “what if AGI...” as the Contra part says. Also, if you are super low to the point of burnout and suicidal ideation, something has to change sooner rather than later. Maybe this particular school or a program is not for you, maybe you are not doing it right, or maybe doing it full time is a problem, or maybe there is something else you have overlooked. It’s not a dichotomy stay/leave, there are almost always more options. Consider some creative ones.