I really liked this post, and I think a lot of people aren’t giving you enough credit. I’ve felt similarly before—not to the point of suicide, and I think you might want to find someone who you can confide those anxieties with—but about being angered at someone’s dismissal of rationalist methodology. Because ultimately, it’s the methodology which makes someone a rationalist, not necessarily a set of beliefs. The categorizing of emotions as in opposition to logic for example is a feature I’ve been frustrated with for quite some time, because emotions aren’t anti-logical so much as they are alogical. (In my personal life, I’m an archetype of someone who gets emotional about logical issues.)
What I suspect was going on is that you felt that this person was being dismissive of the methodology and that the person did not believe reason to be an arbiter of disagreements. This reads to me like saying “I’m not truth-seeking, and I think my gut perception of reality is more important than the truth”—a reading that sounds to me both arrogant and immoral. I’ve ran across people like this too, and every time I feel like someone is de-prioritizing the truth over their kneejerk reaction, it’s extremely insulting. Perhaps that’s what you felt?
I really liked this post, and I think a lot of people aren’t giving you enough credit. I’ve felt similarly before—not to the point of suicide, and I think you might want to find someone who you can confide those anxieties with—but about being angered at someone’s dismissal of rationalist methodology. Because ultimately, it’s the methodology which makes someone a rationalist, not necessarily a set of beliefs. The categorizing of emotions as in opposition to logic for example is a feature I’ve been frustrated with for quite some time, because emotions aren’t anti-logical so much as they are alogical. (In my personal life, I’m an archetype of someone who gets emotional about logical issues.)
What I suspect was going on is that you felt that this person was being dismissive of the methodology and that the person did not believe reason to be an arbiter of disagreements. This reads to me like saying “I’m not truth-seeking, and I think my gut perception of reality is more important than the truth”—a reading that sounds to me both arrogant and immoral. I’ve ran across people like this too, and every time I feel like someone is de-prioritizing the truth over their kneejerk reaction, it’s extremely insulting. Perhaps that’s what you felt?