TL;DR: I found LW through HPMoR, read the major sequences, read stuff by other LWers including the Luminosity series, and lurked for six months before signing up.
My name, as you can see above if you don’t have the anti-kibitzing script, Daniel. My story of how I came to self-identify as a rationalist, and then how I later came to be a rationalist, breaks down into several parts. I don’t remember the order of all of them.
Since well before I can remember (and I have a fairly good long-term memory), I’ve been interested in mathematics, and later science. One of my earliest memories, if not my earliest, is of me, on my back, under the coffee table (well before I could walk). I had done this multiple times, I think usually with the same goal, but one time in particular sticks in my memory. I was kicking the underside of the coffee table, trying to see what was moving. This time, I moved it, got out, and saw that the drawer of the coffee table was open; this caused me to realize that this was what was moving, and I don’t think I crawled under there again.
Many years later, I discovered Star Trek TNG, and from that learned a little about Star Trek. I wanted to be more rational from the role models of Data and Spock, and I did not realize at the time how non-rational Spock was. It was very quickly, however, that I realized that emotions are not the opposite of logic, and the first time I saw the TOS episode that Luke references [here][http://facingthesingularity.com/2011/why-spock-is-not-rational/], I realized that Spock was being an idiot (though at the time I thought it was unusually idiotic, not standard behavior; I hadn’t and still haven’t seen much of the original series). It was around this time that I thought I myself was “rational” or “logical”.
Of course, it wasn’t until much later that I actually started learning about rationalism. Around Thanksgiving 2011, I was on fanfiction.net looking for a Harry Potter fanfic I’d seen before and liked (I still haven’t found it) that I stumbled upon Harry Potter and the Methods of Rationality. I read it, and I liked it, and it slowly took over my life. I decided to look for other works by that author, and went to the link to Less Wrong because it was recommended (not realizing that the Sequences were written by the same person as HPMoR yet). Since then, I’ve read the sequences and most other stuff written by EY (that’s still easily accessible and not removed), and it all made sense. I finally understood that yes, in fact, I and the other “confused” students WERE correct in that probability class where the professor said that “the probability that this variable is in this interval” didn’t exist, I noticed times when I was conforming instead of thinking, and I noticed some accesses of cached thoughts. At first I was a bit skeptical of the overly-atheistic bit (though I’d always had doubts and was pretty much agnostic-though-I-wouldn’t-admit-it), until I read the articles about how unlikely the hypothesis of God was and thought about them.
I did not know much about Quantum Mechanics when I read that sequence, but I had heard of the “waveform collapse” and had not understood it, and I realized fairly quickly how that was an unnecessary hypothesis. When I saw one of the cryonics articles (I’m cryocrastinating, trying to get my parents to sign up) taking the idea seriously, I thought “Oh, duh! I should have seen that the first time I heard of it, but I was specifically told that the person involved was an idiot and it didn’t work, so I never reevaluated” (later I remembered my horror at Picard’s attitude in the relevant TNG episode, and I’ve always only believed in the information-theoretic definition of “death”).
After I read the major sequences, I read some other stuff I found through the Wiki and through googling “Less Wrong __” for various things I wanted the LW community opinion on. I found my favorite LW authors (Yvain, Luke, Alicorn, and EY) and read other things by them (Facing the Singularity and Luminosity). I subscribed to the RSS feed (I don’t know how that’ll work when I want to strictly keep to anti-kibitzing), and I now know that I want to help SIAI as much as possible (I was planning to be a computer scientist anyway); I’m currently reading through a lot of their recommended reading. I’m also about to start GEB, followed by Jaynes and Pearl. I plan to become a lot more active comment-wise, but probably not post-wise for a while yet. I may even go to one of the meetups if one is held somewhere I can get to.
Now we’ve pretty much caught up to the present. Let’s see… I read some posts today, I read Luke’s Intuitive Explanation to EY’s Intuitive Explanation, I found an error in it (95% confidence), I sent him an email, and I decided to sign up here. Now I’m writing this post, and I’m supposed to put some sort of conclusion on it. I estimate that the value of picking a better conclusion is not that high compared to the cost, so I’ll just hit th submit button after this next period.
Edit: Wow, I just realized how similar my story is to parts of Comment author: BecomingMyself’s. I swear we aren’t the same person!
I did not know much about Quantum Mechanics when I read that sequence, but I had heard of the “waveform collapse” and had not understood it, and I realized fairly quickly how that was an unnecessary hypothesis.
I recommend learning QM from textbooks, not blogs. This applies to most other subjects, as well.
I did not mean to imply that I had actual knowledge of QM, just that I had more now than before. If I was interested in understanding QM in more detail, I would take a course on it at my college. It turns out that I am so interested, and that I plan to take such a course in Spring 2013.
I also know that there are people on this site, apparently a greater percentage than with similar issues, who disagree with EY about the Many Worlds Interpretation. I have not been able to follow their arguments, because the ones I have seen generally assume a greater knowledge of quantum mechanics than I possess. Therefore, MWI is still the most reasonable explanation that I have heard and understood. Again, though, that means very little. I hope to revisit the issue once I have some actual background on the subject.
EDIT: To clarify, “similar issues” means issues where the majority of people have one opinion, such as theism, the Copenhagen Interpretation, or cryonics not being worth considering, while Less Wrong’s general consensus is different.
Hi Daniel, do you follow Yvian’s blog? Also, the term is rationality, not rationalism. I wouldn’t nitpick except that rationalism already refers to a fairly major thing in mainstream philosophy.
TL;DR: I found LW through HPMoR, read the major sequences, read stuff by other LWers including the Luminosity series, and lurked for six months before signing up.
My name, as you can see above if you don’t have the anti-kibitzing script, Daniel. My story of how I came to self-identify as a rationalist, and then how I later came to be a rationalist, breaks down into several parts. I don’t remember the order of all of them.
Since well before I can remember (and I have a fairly good long-term memory), I’ve been interested in mathematics, and later science. One of my earliest memories, if not my earliest, is of me, on my back, under the coffee table (well before I could walk). I had done this multiple times, I think usually with the same goal, but one time in particular sticks in my memory. I was kicking the underside of the coffee table, trying to see what was moving. This time, I moved it, got out, and saw that the drawer of the coffee table was open; this caused me to realize that this was what was moving, and I don’t think I crawled under there again.
Many years later, I discovered Star Trek TNG, and from that learned a little about Star Trek. I wanted to be more rational from the role models of Data and Spock, and I did not realize at the time how non-rational Spock was. It was very quickly, however, that I realized that emotions are not the opposite of logic, and the first time I saw the TOS episode that Luke references [here][http://facingthesingularity.com/2011/why-spock-is-not-rational/], I realized that Spock was being an idiot (though at the time I thought it was unusually idiotic, not standard behavior; I hadn’t and still haven’t seen much of the original series). It was around this time that I thought I myself was “rational” or “logical”.
Of course, it wasn’t until much later that I actually started learning about rationalism. Around Thanksgiving 2011, I was on fanfiction.net looking for a Harry Potter fanfic I’d seen before and liked (I still haven’t found it) that I stumbled upon Harry Potter and the Methods of Rationality. I read it, and I liked it, and it slowly took over my life. I decided to look for other works by that author, and went to the link to Less Wrong because it was recommended (not realizing that the Sequences were written by the same person as HPMoR yet). Since then, I’ve read the sequences and most other stuff written by EY (that’s still easily accessible and not removed), and it all made sense. I finally understood that yes, in fact, I and the other “confused” students WERE correct in that probability class where the professor said that “the probability that this variable is in this interval” didn’t exist, I noticed times when I was conforming instead of thinking, and I noticed some accesses of cached thoughts. At first I was a bit skeptical of the overly-atheistic bit (though I’d always had doubts and was pretty much agnostic-though-I-wouldn’t-admit-it), until I read the articles about how unlikely the hypothesis of God was and thought about them.
I did not know much about Quantum Mechanics when I read that sequence, but I had heard of the “waveform collapse” and had not understood it, and I realized fairly quickly how that was an unnecessary hypothesis. When I saw one of the cryonics articles (I’m cryocrastinating, trying to get my parents to sign up) taking the idea seriously, I thought “Oh, duh! I should have seen that the first time I heard of it, but I was specifically told that the person involved was an idiot and it didn’t work, so I never reevaluated” (later I remembered my horror at Picard’s attitude in the relevant TNG episode, and I’ve always only believed in the information-theoretic definition of “death”).
After I read the major sequences, I read some other stuff I found through the Wiki and through googling “Less Wrong __” for various things I wanted the LW community opinion on. I found my favorite LW authors (Yvain, Luke, Alicorn, and EY) and read other things by them (Facing the Singularity and Luminosity). I subscribed to the RSS feed (I don’t know how that’ll work when I want to strictly keep to anti-kibitzing), and I now know that I want to help SIAI as much as possible (I was planning to be a computer scientist anyway); I’m currently reading through a lot of their recommended reading. I’m also about to start GEB, followed by Jaynes and Pearl. I plan to become a lot more active comment-wise, but probably not post-wise for a while yet. I may even go to one of the meetups if one is held somewhere I can get to.
Now we’ve pretty much caught up to the present. Let’s see… I read some posts today, I read Luke’s Intuitive Explanation to EY’s Intuitive Explanation, I found an error in it (95% confidence), I sent him an email, and I decided to sign up here. Now I’m writing this post, and I’m supposed to put some sort of conclusion on it. I estimate that the value of picking a better conclusion is not that high compared to the cost, so I’ll just hit th submit button after this next period.
Edit: Wow, I just realized how similar my story is to parts of Comment author: BecomingMyself’s. I swear we aren’t the same person!
I recommend learning QM from textbooks, not blogs. This applies to most other subjects, as well.
I did not mean to imply that I had actual knowledge of QM, just that I had more now than before. If I was interested in understanding QM in more detail, I would take a course on it at my college. It turns out that I am so interested, and that I plan to take such a course in Spring 2013.
I also know that there are people on this site, apparently a greater percentage than with similar issues, who disagree with EY about the Many Worlds Interpretation. I have not been able to follow their arguments, because the ones I have seen generally assume a greater knowledge of quantum mechanics than I possess. Therefore, MWI is still the most reasonable explanation that I have heard and understood. Again, though, that means very little. I hope to revisit the issue once I have some actual background on the subject.
EDIT: To clarify, “similar issues” means issues where the majority of people have one opinion, such as theism, the Copenhagen Interpretation, or cryonics not being worth considering, while Less Wrong’s general consensus is different.
Hi Daniel, do you follow Yvian’s blog? Also, the term is rationality, not rationalism. I wouldn’t nitpick except that rationalism already refers to a fairly major thing in mainstream philosophy.