I often honestly struggle to see neurotypicals as sane, but I’m hideously misanthropic at times. The problem is, I became the way I am through a combination of childhood trauma and teenage occultism (together with a tendency to be critical of everything), which is a combination that most people don’t have and possibly shouldn’t have; I don’t know how to port my natural appetite for rationality to a “normal” brain.
I often honestly struggle to see neurotypicals as sane, but I’m hideously misanthropic at times. The problem is, I became the way I am through a combination of childhood trauma and teenage occultism (together with a tendency to be critical of everything), which is a combination that most people don’t have and possibly shouldn’t have; I don’t know how to port my natural appetite for rationality to a “normal” brain.