Keeping a composition notebook as a lab notebook for life. The very first entry is “Keeping a Research Journal”, where I’m recording metadata about this attempt and my self-confidence in doing important science subtasks before and after.
Most recently, I did some random-sampling with tagtime to help me locate convenient straps to bootstrap trigger-actions with. At each ping, I wrote down my current actions, what in my internal experience or environment triggered me to be doing that, and maybe a few things I thought I ‘ought’ to be working on instead. It was a more frequent sampling rate than I’ve ever done before (~10min between pings), and the most significant conclusion to pop out was that getting interrupted by random pings all the time really, really stressed me out. This highly skewed my samples towards anxious internet browsing.
Now I’ve got:
Think about opening social media → open mood survey
Feel prideful → reinforce the moment with msg to bf or tumblr
Feel bored → put on some music (feeling ‘bored’ is the often the first sign that I’m about to go into overload)
Feel confused about next actions → Take a walk outside
Notice it’s after 10 am → make tortilla toast (simple enough to make while starving, in case I forgot to eat)
I’m deliberately not adding things until I’ve got a firm handle on the composition and effects of my baseline habits. My history with self-improvement is a long sad tale of accidentally tearing apart vital building blocks to fuel the production of shiny paperweights.
Okay, this is a stupid bit of pedantry but, the word “prideful” is different in meaning from the word “proud”, in that it’s specifically negative and synonymous with arrogant, and doesn’t refer to e.g. when you’re proud of a job well done.
Things I’ve been up to:
Keeping a composition notebook as a lab notebook for life. The very first entry is “Keeping a Research Journal”, where I’m recording metadata about this attempt and my self-confidence in doing important science subtasks before and after.
Most recently, I did some random-sampling with tagtime to help me locate convenient straps to bootstrap trigger-actions with. At each ping, I wrote down my current actions, what in my internal experience or environment triggered me to be doing that, and maybe a few things I thought I ‘ought’ to be working on instead. It was a more frequent sampling rate than I’ve ever done before (~10min between pings), and the most significant conclusion to pop out was that getting interrupted by random pings all the time really, really stressed me out. This highly skewed my samples towards anxious internet browsing.
Now I’ve got:
Think about opening social media → open mood survey
Feel prideful → reinforce the moment with msg to bf or tumblr
Feel bored → put on some music (feeling ‘bored’ is the often the first sign that I’m about to go into overload)
Feel confused about next actions → Take a walk outside
Notice it’s after 10 am → make tortilla toast (simple enough to make while starving, in case I forgot to eat)
I’m deliberately not adding things until I’ve got a firm handle on the composition and effects of my baseline habits. My history with self-improvement is a long sad tale of accidentally tearing apart vital building blocks to fuel the production of shiny paperweights.
Okay, this is a stupid bit of pedantry but, the word “prideful” is different in meaning from the word “proud”, in that it’s specifically negative and synonymous with arrogant, and doesn’t refer to e.g. when you’re proud of a job well done.