I have been tentatively identified as having a very early form of cancer. They dug a tumorous lymph node out of my neck two days ago, although more is still left inside. More tests will happen next Monday. I don’t truly think, with my rational mind, that there is a connection between the cancer and this image. However, I am emotionally disturbed. To me, the above image seems essentially like a visual depiction of cancer. When I look at the image, my throat seizes up, and my brain flinches in pain.
The rearmost parts of my brain are paranoid, and demand that I mention this diagnosis just in case this image truly behaves like a BLIT for some people. Again, I don’t actually believe in this idea. But if anyone else gets cancer sometime soon, please let us know. Because I’m disturbed and disgusted, I feel violated.
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I have been tentatively identified as having a very early form of cancer. They dug a tumorous lymph node out of my neck two days ago, although more is still left inside. More tests will happen next Monday. I don’t truly think, with my rational mind, that there is a connection between the cancer and this image. However, I am emotionally disturbed. To me, the above image seems essentially like a visual depiction of cancer. When I look at the image, my throat seizes up, and my brain flinches in pain.
The rearmost parts of my brain are paranoid, and demand that I mention this diagnosis just in case this image truly behaves like a BLIT for some people. Again, I don’t actually believe in this idea. But if anyone else gets cancer sometime soon, please let us know. Because I’m disturbed and disgusted, I feel violated.