Huh, interesting. I just tried meditating on vector space duality for 5 minutes, and it was joyful in some sense but not quietly so—I experienced a lot of movement in my body, in a way that feels similar to reactions I’ve been having to really good music or beautiful visual scenes lately. Something was agonizing about it and I wanted to stop so I could get on with the business of living or something, but that might be mostly because I’m feeling under time pressure lately.
Huh, interesting. I just tried meditating on vector space duality for 5 minutes, and it was joyful in some sense but not quietly so—I experienced a lot of movement in my body, in a way that feels similar to reactions I’ve been having to really good music or beautiful visual scenes lately. Something was agonizing about it and I wanted to stop so I could get on with the business of living or something, but that might be mostly because I’m feeling under time pressure lately.
This is closer to what I expected for myself. Do you feel a similar pressure to move to the next activity when doing other types of meditation?
Edit: my being stuck in a car might have had something to do with it. Not much to move on to :-)
Yeah, sometimes. Looking back, I think I often don’t set a strong enough intention to meditate.