A while back I had an odd experience with meditating (something I don’t do that often). I started out sitting on my bed with my eyes closed, but at some point opened my eyes. Eventually it was like my consciousness started to recede. Things like reflection and inner narrative weakened or turned off, while my vision continued more or less normally. I felt like I couldn’t move my hands anymore. I also started laughing continuously for several minutes. Eventually I “woke up” again. It felt kind of like (part of?) my consciousness had fallen asleep while the rest of my brain stayed awake.
Is this a normal kind of thing to happen while meditating? It was a bit disturbing but overall a positive experience I think.
Weird things can happen, during meditation. Me, I’ve never experienced anything beyond boredom or relaxation – except this one time I went to a synagogue with my Sunday school class when I was 15-18 years old or so. I wasn’t even trying to meditate ( I don’t think I even knew meditation existed back then), but I was bored out of my mind since – not knowing any Hebrew – I couldn’t follow any of it. So I must’ve fallen into a meditative state, but what I felt at the time (or rather, just after, because that’s all I remember), was a feeling of immense gratitude at having been in the presence of God. I didn’t talk about it with anyone and I didn’t become Jewish, but really I should have, the experience was that strong. But I was shy, and I didn’t want to call attention to myself. (I’m an atheist now, in case anyone wonders.)
A while back I had an odd experience with meditating (something I don’t do that often). I started out sitting on my bed with my eyes closed, but at some point opened my eyes. Eventually it was like my consciousness started to recede. Things like reflection and inner narrative weakened or turned off, while my vision continued more or less normally. I felt like I couldn’t move my hands anymore. I also started laughing continuously for several minutes. Eventually I “woke up” again. It felt kind of like (part of?) my consciousness had fallen asleep while the rest of my brain stayed awake.
Is this a normal kind of thing to happen while meditating? It was a bit disturbing but overall a positive experience I think.
Weird things can happen, during meditation. Me, I’ve never experienced anything beyond boredom or relaxation – except this one time I went to a synagogue with my Sunday school class when I was 15-18 years old or so. I wasn’t even trying to meditate ( I don’t think I even knew meditation existed back then), but I was bored out of my mind since – not knowing any Hebrew – I couldn’t follow any of it. So I must’ve fallen into a meditative state, but what I felt at the time (or rather, just after, because that’s all I remember), was a feeling of immense gratitude at having been in the presence of God. I didn’t talk about it with anyone and I didn’t become Jewish, but really I should have, the experience was that strong. But I was shy, and I didn’t want to call attention to myself. (I’m an atheist now, in case anyone wonders.)
Yes, it’s normal. There are lots of directions you can go, and the direction (I think) you’re talking about is a nice one.