One of the things that helped me get over this sort of critical self talk is the distinction between being involved in reading a book for pleasure, and reading a book as author trying to get to be a better writer.
In the first case, you are going along with the flow of the experience. It is entrancing, and your emotions change with the fictional scene.
In the second case, you’re reading for technique. What person is this written in? What level of difficulty of the language? Why did they choose this word rather than that word? What is the theme?
pjeby’s suggestion of Byron Katie’s work is a good one. She starts with the idea “Is it true?”
I found it helpful to try to figure out where in my past I heard the phrase that I’m stuck on. Often times, with patient inquiry, I can come to recall a specific experience. And, through understanding the emotional charge of that experience, which is distinct from my circumstance now, I can feel it and let it go.
Another technique that I’ve found effective is to treat it as an environmental research project. What is different about the last few minutes which brings up this thought? Have I done anything different? What do I see and hear? Who am I with? What is the story around this? Is it true? How can I change my environment to reduce this? I’ve used this questioning technique to eliminate cravings. Again, it’s not a fast technique, but with patient application, it works.
Meditation helped. Less Wrong helped. Patience helped. Changing my environment helped a lot. Having the intention to be as kind to myself as I would be to a dear friend helped a lot.
One of the things that helped me get over this sort of critical self talk is the distinction between being involved in reading a book for pleasure, and reading a book as author trying to get to be a better writer.
In the first case, you are going along with the flow of the experience. It is entrancing, and your emotions change with the fictional scene.
In the second case, you’re reading for technique. What person is this written in? What level of difficulty of the language? Why did they choose this word rather than that word? What is the theme?
pjeby’s suggestion of Byron Katie’s work is a good one. She starts with the idea “Is it true?”
I found it helpful to try to figure out where in my past I heard the phrase that I’m stuck on. Often times, with patient inquiry, I can come to recall a specific experience. And, through understanding the emotional charge of that experience, which is distinct from my circumstance now, I can feel it and let it go.
Another technique that I’ve found effective is to treat it as an environmental research project. What is different about the last few minutes which brings up this thought? Have I done anything different? What do I see and hear? Who am I with? What is the story around this? Is it true? How can I change my environment to reduce this? I’ve used this questioning technique to eliminate cravings. Again, it’s not a fast technique, but with patient application, it works.
Meditation helped. Less Wrong helped. Patience helped. Changing my environment helped a lot. Having the intention to be as kind to myself as I would be to a dear friend helped a lot.
I hope that you may find help in this.