I think your reaction to mathematics might be to badly taught mathematics rather than mathematics as practiced.
I doubt it—I generally teach myself things and just ignore bad instruction. The underlying cause is likely to be the curse of the gifted—I’m lazy and when I run into walls I usually go around instead of starting a wall disassembly project. And I was never attracted to math sufficiently to apply a lot of effort.
I doubt it—I generally teach myself things and just ignore bad instruction. The underlying cause is likely to be the curse of the gifted—I’m lazy and when I run into walls I usually go around instead of starting a wall disassembly project. And I was never attracted to math sufficiently to apply a lot of effort.