It’s difficult for me to remember how I used to think, even a few years ago. Hell, when there’s a drastic change in the way I think about something, I have trouble remembering how I used to think mere days after the change.
Anyway, one thing I remember is that I kept giving Lanier the benefit of the doubt. I kept telling myself, “Well, maybe I don’t understand what he’s really trying to say.” So the reason I didn’t see the obvious would be… lack of self-confidence? Or maybe it’s only because my own thoughts weren’t all that clear back then. Or maybe because the way I used to parse stuff like Lanier’s piece was a lot more, um, holistic than it is now, by which I mean that I didn’t try to decompose what is written into more simple parts in order to understand it.
It’s difficult for me to remember how I used to think, even a few years ago. Hell, when there’s a drastic change in the way I think about something, I have trouble remembering how I used to think mere days after the change.
Anyway, one thing I remember is that I kept giving Lanier the benefit of the doubt. I kept telling myself, “Well, maybe I don’t understand what he’s really trying to say.” So the reason I didn’t see the obvious would be… lack of self-confidence? Or maybe it’s only because my own thoughts weren’t all that clear back then. Or maybe because the way I used to parse stuff like Lanier’s piece was a lot more, um, holistic than it is now, by which I mean that I didn’t try to decompose what is written into more simple parts in order to understand it.
It’s hard to tell.