“Rationally, I know that most of what I’ve learned is useless if I have more time to live. Emotionally, I’m afraid to let go, because what else do I have?”
I love this. But I think it’s rational as well as emotional to not be willing to let go of “everything you have”.
People who have experienced the loss of someone, or other tragedy, sometimes lose the ability to care about any and everything they are doing. It can all seem futile, depressing, unable to be shared with anyone important. How much more that would be true if none of what you’ve ever done will ever matter anymore.
“Rationally, I know that most of what I’ve learned is useless if I have more time to live. Emotionally, I’m afraid to let go, because what else do I have?”
I love this. But I think it’s rational as well as emotional to not be willing to let go of “everything you have”.
People who have experienced the loss of someone, or other tragedy, sometimes lose the ability to care about any and everything they are doing. It can all seem futile, depressing, unable to be shared with anyone important. How much more that would be true if none of what you’ve ever done will ever matter anymore.