I should also mention that, judging from the stories I’ve heard, it’s a lot easier to talk about your doubts with your spouse when they’re doubts. I presume you have a wife and kids and parents and siblings and local community who are all deeply religious? I don’t know about the others, but the sooner you start talking to your wife about your doubts, the more likely you are to stay together as you go down whatever path you go down.
I should also mention that, judging from the stories I’ve heard, it’s a lot easier to talk about your doubts with your spouse when they’re doubts. I presume you have a wife and kids and parents and siblings and local community who are all deeply religious? I don’t know about the others, but the sooner you start talking to your wife about your doubts, the more likely you are to stay together as you go down whatever path you go down.
This is good advice. Thank you.