Are either of these relevant?
https://www.lesswrong.com/posts/x4dG4GhpZH2hgz59x/joy-in-the-merely-real
https://www.lesswrong.com/posts/Hs3ymqypvhgFMkgLb/doublethink-choosing-to-be-biased
Also: https://www.lesswrong.com/posts/W7LcN9gmdnaAk9K52/don-t-believe-you-ll-self-deceive
Are either of these relevant?
https://www.lesswrong.com/posts/x4dG4GhpZH2hgz59x/joy-in-the-merely-real
https://www.lesswrong.com/posts/Hs3ymqypvhgFMkgLb/doublethink-choosing-to-be-biased
Also: https://www.lesswrong.com/posts/W7LcN9gmdnaAk9K52/don-t-believe-you-ll-self-deceive